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Can't sing, can't dance, can't paint, can't make animations. But is a silly pervert, so I write stupid perverted things.

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    Well F&%*

    Guess what boys and girls, I'm stupid.

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Well F&%* · 4:23pm Jul 18th, 2016

Guess what boys and girls, I'm stupid.

Before I type down my story, I like to write it down on paper. So I spent 2 hours writing shit at work on paper, and I think I left my papers at work. Hopefully my friends will, not mess with my stuff, throw it away or just not see it. It's not that I'm afraid that they might find out I'm a dirty dirty pervert, nah~ I just don't want them finding out I'm writing a story, now that's annoying.

So, fuck me for not noticing this till I got home, fuck my stupidity. Just needed some place to vent my anger.

Cheers guys and gals, may you all clop clop clop away~

(By the way, is it okay to type 'fuck' here?)

Comments ( 13 )

I usually write before I type, too, but then I have to deal with my attendant at home nagging my ear off to write something else instead of ponies. My solution: Switch to Google Drive. The more private, the less likely to get caught.

And yes it is safe to use fuck.

good choice in music

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Then I hope it doesn't sound wired when I said "I use them both", It's just easier to add or rewrite other stuff when your copying it from something else.

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Music is my medication, it gives me life and calms me down, taking me sky high or bringing me down to earth. If you've got a good collection, don't hesitate to share.

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Google Drive has an offline feature for tablets. Anything I type is still saved even when off or online. If you have Google and a tablet, I would suggest using it.

And if you really like music, check out the link below. I made the mix.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=PLIXm_nMeeJx2ncztdq6deX51W3rmJEW4m&v=kFl57ohlbgk

4099622 Voltaire is a good musician and Starset are a good band if you havent heard of them yet

Whenever I'm taking notes on a soon to be story, I tend to not put much detail into the notes. Even the names are just W for Celestia(white) or B for Luna(blue). I do this because while writing a since-abandoned idea I had to help a customer and walked over to the register, leaving my notebook on a counter. This co-worker came over and started going over the first three lines with a red pen. I didn't even have the character named...yea, I still don't like the guy, he's a dick.

I don't get it. Why exactly would it be annoying for people to find out you are writing a story?

~Leonzilla

PS: It's okay to write "fuck" but a few people don't like to see profanity that is all.

You probably won't need to worry about them if you only write "perverted things".

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Because they won't stop trying to help, giving their ideas, asking how the writing goes every day. I just want to be friends and mess around with them. Or maybe I just have issues.

4102475 maybe try to respectfully ask them to leave you alone when it comes to your writing? :twilightsheepish:

I mean they should be able to realize that is your business and that they are actually helping you by being on top of you when it comes to writing.:rainbowhuh:

~Leonzilla

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Their just so nice though. Giving tips and helping.

But most importantly it kills the mood of me wanting to do it. I grew up doing what others told me all my life, so when others try helping me, it reminds me of that time and I get a little bit rebellious.

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Their just so nice though. Giving tips and helping.

If you are concerned that you will somehow upset them by asking them not to try to help you with writing right now, don't be.

Just be polite and respectful about it and if you feel is necessary write what you are going to say to them to make sure they understand.

But most importantly it kills the mood of me wanting to do it. I grew up doing what others told me all my life, so when others try helping me, it reminds me of that time and I get a little bit rebellious.

It is up to you to keep you mood and feelings in check. Don't let others determine how you feel or act. Be your own boss, and let yourself discover what you truly want once you isolate yourself from outside influences.

That seems like something that might lead you to be happier and at peace. I mean there is a certain good feeling that comes from from letting oneself be influenced by others and besides by living in a society it often doesn't even seem to be a choice, is not that I'm telling you should be antisocial and disconnect from the world around you. I'm simply telling you to look inside yourself and just focus on what you want without involving what others do or don't do.

Does that sound like something that could help you? If not that's fine I promise that I won't mind if you tell me that's not the case.:twilightsheepish:

~Leonzilla

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