What is depression · 1:41pm Jul 3rd, 2016
Depression is not about being unhappy. It's an illness. And it can end deadly.
If you wonder what it feels like, you really have no idea bout it.
If it's bad enough, you don't feel anything. Emotions are erased from you. From your soul.
And everything around you is like a movie. You see it happen, but it's all just an act. None of it is real.
When you're around others, you're lonely. Nothing matters.
When you're at home, you're alone. You're worthless. No one cares. And that's why you want to die.
People ask you how you're doing. How are you going to answer something that you don't know yourself? Do you lie and say "I'm fine"?
People tell you the stupidest things.
Don't tell me how sorry you are for me.
Don't tell me everything will be alright.
Don't tell me how young I am.
Don't tell me that I have my whole life ahead of me.
Because to me it was over a long time ago.
You ask me why I'm depressed?
I ask you why you're happy.
Don't think everyone reading this blog doesn't know how it feels to have depression, k?
You're not alone.
And you ask me why I'm happy, I'm just glad to be over it. I know it rarely happens, and I know you already said for me not to feel sorry, but I hope that even if you've given up, as long as you're alive, you still have a chance.
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Well I'm glad that you were able to overcome it.
I'll have to live with it my whole life because it's chronic...
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Oh, well, I hope you will have a normal lifespan. You really deserve better.
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Thank you