My new Bio (night post) · 10:28am Jan 20th, 2016
Look its a pony! 
*bats at ball* Oooooh it's on a string....
Heh... Sorry I am addicted to tassels I have to bat them. *clears throat* Alright so as you may or may not of noticed there is now a link under my name.
That is what most people call a tip jar... I call it a plea for help. I want to go back to college and finish my degree. When my grandfather got sick I was in college working on my Associates degree for Early Childhood Education. I had grants and loans. But, when Grandpa got sick he needed help 24 hours a day for awhile and since I was young and without a job guess who got volunteered?
I tried to continue with my classes but I had so little time to complete my homework and I had to miss classes well I'm guessing you can guess how this turned out. I failed all my classes. I had one last chance to keep my grants and loans but I got hospitalized and... I wasn't able to withdraw.
Turns out all my loan paperwork was being sent to my grandfather and I needed to start repayment or contact them about getting them temporarily deferred. Yeah, I got none of that information until after Grandpa died because he never gave me the paperwork.
I tried to fix it I spent a week on the phone trying to track down my loans and got the run around. Basically they should be in collections but they aren't they seem to have simply vanished. But I still need to repay them.
The government makes my head hurt.
So, until I can get all of that figured out I need to find a way to pay for it myself. Right now i'm doing everything I can from selling stuff I don't need to considering doing commissions.
Taking commissions would take from the time I can work on other stories though so... I'm hoping this might help. If you click on my tip jar IE My Help Foals go back to college under my name you'll be taken to a paypal page where you can leave me a tip. If you leave a tip also send me a pm with which story you want me to work on and for every tip i'll work exclusively on that story for at least one day.
I feel like I'm begging but I'm really desperate I want to go back to school so badly! I want to be a teacher. So consider helping me out if only to see more chapters of Mother or It Must Be Tuesday or any of my other fics you all seem to love.
If you've read this far I want to say thank you, thank you for caring enough.
I am so sorry, but i can't help you...
I wish i could, but i would need to ask my mom about it and i doubt that she would give me permission to give a tip...
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I understand *hugs* don't feel bad. The fact you cared enough to read through my plea is enough to make smile and give me a bit of hope I didn't have before I read your comment. So, cheer up?
Carry on brave soldier.... there is light at the end of your tunnel. I'm sure you'll beat this and become that teacher you've always wanted.
I can only wish you the very best of fortune. I hope you'll receive what you need.
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Thank you, I hope I can figure this out.
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Wishes and good thoughts always help so thank you!
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You're quite welcome.
3699833 Well, i just want be able to help people, but it isn't always easy.
Sometimes you can't help people, but you can at least be there for them. And some people just don't want the help. But life is never easy, for it is lifes job to make it seem hard. We can try to make it easier with some effort on our part, but sometimes it just wont be enough.
but now i'm just rambling, since i don't know what to write exactly to say what i want to say...
it's just hard to convey what i want to say into words.
I just don't know what say....
But, i must thank you for understanding. Some people i have dealt with that just didn't even blink an eye to my efforts and bullied me, when i was in grade school. I had to go to different school after about three months in at 6th grade after my temper snapped in class because i someone was annoying me on purpose and then someone in class annoyed me a bit and well, i snapped.
When i was in that second school, my temper slowly got better but there where incidents where i snapped and i got in a fight but i managed to work my way through those incidents. i apologized for snapping and made peace with those who where involved.
But one time at 8th or 9th grade this there was this one person who literally burned my coat and he just said that he was just playing around and it was an accident. but he was lying and had to pay for a new coat....
I don't know why i'm telling this...
maybe i just needed to vent out some stress...
maybe...
Sometimes i'm not sure what is going on in my head
funny when you think about that
... you don't know what is going on in your own head
well, i hope you get to your degree
hope you have nice day
Have you filled out the FAFSA for this year (Spring 2016)? Depending on your income level from 2014 (Spring 2016 FAFSA uses your income from 2014 to calculate aid) you may qualify quality for some federal grants. Tuition and fees for 6 credits at a CC here in NJ would be a little over $1000. You may still be able to get aid and sign up for classes at you local CC for this semester. If these are federal loans that you are talking about then you only need to be in school as a half time student (usually 6 credits/ two classes) for your loans to be in deferment. I believe even if you are in repayment and you return to school they go back into deferment. I do however not know about what happens if you are in default on you loans and then return. Don't know if any of this was helpful or information that you didn't already know, but that's all I've got.
I recently went back to school myself; working on finishing up my B.S. Biology/B.S. Computer Science at Rutgers. Sorry, I can't help you financially as I am myself currently subsiding on financial aid money; but I hope you are able to find a way to finish you degree.
I'm sorry that I can not help but I can only wish you the best with your educational pursuits.
I do so wish I could help, but other stuff is in the way, including my own college stuff.
I think it's great that you want to be a teacher. The only thing I can offer are some best wishes that you complete your education and get your dream career.