I Need Love, Tolerance and Maybe a Gallon of Ben and Jerries · 2:18pm Aug 2nd, 2015
Um... I don't...
Fuck it I have no idea how to start this one. My brain is mess of everything from here to fucking Luxembourg. I don't even know where the fuck Luxembourg is.
So um, how about the fact that I brought my girlfriend to meet my family last night to come and watch Ant Man with me and my best buddy? Fun times right?
My Dad made us break up (for reasons I will not be disclosing because that's between me and the fam) and as I took her to get her train home, she broke down crying and apologized for not being good enough for my family.
Oh and on the subject of my family my mum and her fiancée are bickering constantly and I worry about what the fuck she's going to do. Oh oh and how about the fact she resigned from her job a few weeks back and is now self-employed so I'm worrying about what's going to happen to the house and to her.
Ah yeah and on the subject of money I have none and need just about £300 quid to pay for a deposit on my University accommodations, assuming of course I actually got my place at Uni because I have no fucking clue how well I did in my A-Levels so don't know if I'll be able to get the course I want and the job I want to do.
And finally to top it all off, my best friend might be dying...
#first-world-problems am I right?
I'm not complaining... I don't think I have a right to complain... I just... needed to get that off my chest... even if no one hear me....
I'm not even sure if a gallon is going to be enough. Just, cripes....
This is usually where I ask, "How can I help?" but the overall situation seems fucked enough that outside of slinging you a few quid for the fund, I don't know what I can do.
But if you know of anything, then for the love of unspecified-deity-figure, let me know. Even if it's just to give you a place to vent.