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kudzuhaiku


She's looking at you. Yes you. And she is judging you with her eyes. There is no escape.

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  • 55 weeks
    It's late

    But my brain isn't quiet. I'm stoned out of my goddamn gourd. Don't worry, it is just my usual regimen of drugs. That's how I spent a lot of my time now. Wasted. Doesn't really help with the pain much, but makes it a bit more tolerable. All of my drugs cost over 5 grand a month. That's what it takes to keep me going. I'm in somewhat better shape because of all of it, and there's a few bright

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  • 66 weeks
    Cyborgification is potentially a-go

    Finally found a doctor that didn't run screaming upon seeing my spine images and xrays. The team is coming together. Met with the neurosurgeon the other day, and he thinks I am an ideal candidate for augmentation. The transition is happening, I think. I still have to pass a psych evaluation and other steps, but I am closer now than ever. First I'll have the trial run; they'll sink electrodes into

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  • 95 weeks
    Today, life changes forever.


    It's been a long, long road to get to this point. A big thank you to everyone who has been with me during this journey.

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  • 95 weeks
    Big changes are happening


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  • 119 weeks
    I suppose it is time for an update

    Been meaning to this, and I've become the King of Pro-Crasty Nation. I kept wanting to report, but there was nothing to report, no good news at all, so I just... didn't. Sorry. Went a bit silent on my end. It just sorta happened.

    I finally got a lawyer willing to take up my case. After that, things started happening.

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Jun
11th
2015

I did it · 3:44am Jun 11th, 2015

I finally got to use a Trojan horse in pony fanfiction.

I feel accomplished for some reason, I have no idea why. It might be sleep deprivation, or it could just be because I feel good mentally even though I feel like shit physically because today has been an exceptionally good day even though I am in tremendous pain and I'm SLEEP DEPRIVED!

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Comments ( 9 )

feel goods can prevail even in the face of pain and exhaustion.

You're referring to the mirror Twilight carrying someone (possibly the Night Stallion) in his head, aren't you?
As for the pain, hope it gets better, kudz. Try smoking some herb, or, if you would prefer a completely legal method, get a basic ecig kit from an actual vape shop and get some CBD liquid to use in it. My step mom uses CBD to alleviate her fibromyalgia, and it works well for her:twilightsmile:

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Not the Night Stallion... something worse.

Knew it. Luna has been unable to fully guard the dreamscape for, what? Two weeks? More?

Pretty obvious someone is going to start molesting it.

This can VERY quickly go straight to hell. First stuff like that to tilt the balance and the moment someone starts to smell foul play... Well, I would then jack up the nightmares to 11.

Let's hope the lyre still works.

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Oh, gods, perhaps something pertaining to Umbra that will awaken the remnants of Sombra in Bucky?
Also, still serious about that CBD. At least consider it, unless you have a breathing condition that anything outside of (or including) normal air will irritate or trigger... I may not actually know you, but I have plenty of family that suffer every day, and it pains me to see suffering...:applecry:

Taking that video's advice now

3139127 I mean now I am
... now I am.

I love your blog posts.
I mean, sorry that you're in pain, but at least you're funny.

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