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May
17th
2015

On The Pain of Eternity · 6:54pm May 17th, 2015

Wow, still there.

I'll be honest with all of you, I really didn't expect that little short/vignette to actually make it that far. I mean, it was posted a few days ago and as of this morning...

It was still there. And as of this posting, it still is. Apparently, immortality discussions are more of a thing than I anticipated, since I wrote it more as a personal reaction to all the "immortality = sucks/angst" I was hearing, rather than any other reason.

On that subject, I don't think there's a real answer as to whether it would be bearable or not. You see, I don't think you can say Immortality is a bad thing. But you can't say it's a good thing either. It depends, doesn't it? In my opinion it boils down to the core strength of the character, and understanding that life and death are a part of life, regardless of whether you are immortal or not.

Why is it, that some people expect the characterization of Twilight as immortal to be full of angst for centuries? I mean, in the moment, it would be natural for her to feel very sad about the loss of her friends as they pass on (assuming they're not immortal too, who knows), but that happens in a normal lifespan too. Why should she be okay recuperating from, say her parents eventually dying if she were mortal, but not her friends and family if she's not mortal?

We usually write mortal characters encouraging their friends to chin up and continue on because their friends/family wouldn't want them to be stagnated in missery, and yet, when it's an immortal character, it's the opposite. People want Twilight, Celestia, Luna, etc. to hang on to the very first lives that touched them and not let go of the pain. Which I'm sorry to say is unnatural.

That's the difference that Older!Twilight pointed out in the story: It's not that you forget the people that touched your heart, it's that you remember the good things that they taught you and brought to the world.

That's mostly why I created the character of Apple Parfait... she's, in the story, the living proof that Twilight never really abandoned her friends. She kept track of them, eventually even having a kid with one of the Apple family members, which would be related to Applejack down the line. The implication is that their mark as her friends still continues centuries later.

I also don't believe that immortals don't change. They have to. Physically they might be the same, but why would their minds be stuck as well? They need to adapt to learn to deal with loss. True, it might seem a bit more callous to us mere mortals that we wouldn't affect an immortal being as much as we would affect each other, but that's understandable: an immortal has to separate themselves from the idea that things will maybe outlast them, be it friends, children, culture, etc. But after so much time seeing how ephemeral things are in comparison to them, how could they not?

Older!Twilight's lesson is that as ephemeral as things are, as much as pain will come when we lose each of our loved ones, it's not a reason to live a miserable eternity, which is the idea that the author of the book "The Pain of Eternity" cannot comprehend: Celestia is not miserable, even having lived thousands of years. She doesn't torture herself for those long gone, and lives in the moment. And yet, she is not callous, and she is not unfeeling as that book would make Twilight think.

Will it be scary for Twilight, despite her future self telling her about the good things? Definitely. She loves her friends after all, but, the purpose of that scene where Twilight decides to go check on Fluttershy is to emphasize that she wants to spend time with them and enjoy the good things that come with them.

Anyway, that's all for this blog and that story. I hope it gets down from there on the FB overall sometime soon.

Later!

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Thank you and amen! Preach on, brotha!

Hmm, what about memories? The brain is finite in size. Hence, it can only store a finite amount of information. An immortal being would have to keep forgetting in order to be able to learn.

And that's just from an information-theoretical point of view. A biological brain would probably perform even worse.

Apparently, immortality discussions are more of a thing than I anticipated

Oh gods, it's horrifying. It's like a disease - where immortality is this terrible, awful curse for some reason that's never adequately reasoned out.

but that happens in a normal lifespan too

Exactly - it makes it sound like dying young before everyone else is some sort of virtue. Doesn't your own death represent sadness?

Not to mention, people get over mourning. We move on, it's a thing.

Pardon, this debate is just incredibly frustrating. :twilightangry2:

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3076365 That's why we have diaries :raritywink:

Speaking as an immortal, this is a very accurate representation of losing mortal friends and family. Then again, I've never really had a deep, solid love of friends, and I've forgotten some fairly quickly even while they were alive.

It's the enemies that stick with you. You can lose a hundred friends and never bat an eye but once you lose a great enemy, where will you be? I've spent a lot more energy on enemies than on friends, though a few centuries ago there was a lot more you could do to your enemies and a lot more at stake when you had enemies. Nowadays there's no real opportunity for a rivalry that can grip you and never let you go. I miss the feudal ages.

3076374 I personally like talking about immortality because I think that Luna went evil not only because she didn't receive attention from her sister, but more so because she slowly became numb to emotions and feelings. I don't know, maybe it is because there's a difference between Twilight and Celestia in terms of immortality.

As mortals and with short lives at that we are used to thinking about the now, and that means we focus too much on the moment. This essentially means that if we, that were raised thinking about the now, are called to think about the eternity... There will be a lot of shock coming to us, just like you wrote Twilight.

However Celestia and Luna likely were born and raised to this immortal lifestyle, and have learned from their youth how to cope with this.

So it's not about being angsty or not. A god will get angsty if he/she becomes mortal ((maybe yes maybe no)) and likewise a mortal will start panicking if he has to think about losing his friends. Isn't that logical? I mean... certainly Twilight will be a little nervous in the prospect of immortality, but when one is called to change so quickly so much... isn't it a bit logical to say that there's an unstable adjustment period that can go wrong?

Angsty immortality gets such play because relatively speaking a lot of the fandom is fairly young, and haven't gone through enough loss to understand how anyone deals with it. The perspective is that an infinite amount of life leads to an infinite amount of loss, and that just seems like it would be soul-crushing.

Unless you lead a blessed life, as you get older you lose people and then you personally find out first hand how you adapt or don't.

I've never quite understood the immortality angst either. It's just... life. Longer life, but life. I've lost friends and loved ones - I've seen them die even, in some cases. Should I be some sort of blubbering emotional wreck just because of that?

People die. It'd be nice if they didn't. It'd be even better if I didn't. I quite like living and I plan to do it for as long as possible. :twilightsmile:

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(Hark a Vagrant)

Seemed apropos.

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Yes, the brain does have a theoretical limit on information, as it is a physical substrate. How much is unknown.

I believe the fear and pain of being immortal, rather comes from the collective loss.

As morbid as it is, as much as everybody fears it, we all share a comfort in us being guaranteed that there is an end. No matter who we lose, we too will join them one day in eternal rest.

Immortals have no respite. They must live the rest of their lives knowing that one day their friends and family will die and they will have to spend the rest of eternity remembering them. There is also the fact that one day, all life will disappear and they will be left alone, well and truly alone.

Not to mention the creeping onset madness born from spending so much time alive. Yes, that's actually a thing. Psychological trauma never leaves us, imagine spending an eternity, living your life, collecting those mental scars, getting close to someone only to blink and see them on their death bed, truly realizing how fleeting life is in the grand, ever moving gears of the universe that count the death and births of stars and galaxies as nothing more than grains of sand in the sand dial.

And you, the immortal, will forever be a relic of ages past. People will change, the perception of time will evolve, languages rot and insects lose interest, the selfish forget whats sacred and the humble forget themselves.

I mean, there is so much shit that goes with immortality. No, seriously, I've tried writing a thesis on everything that goes with it and ended up realizing I could have written a book and still have more to write and explore.

I think my main problem with immortality stories is that it gets used as a cheap way to dismiss Twilight's friends and give her angst. The rest of the mane 6 were chose by Harmony too dammit, I don't think fate plans to just cast them aside.

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As morbid as it is, as much as everybody fears it, we all share a comfort in us being guaranteed that there is an end. No matter who we lose, we too will join them one day in eternal rest.

Uh, speak for yourself? :trixieshiftright:

This could not be more vividly against my feelings on the matter, and I know quite a few people like that.

I deeply question your comments about psychological trauma and would love to know which actual scientific study you pulled that out of.

And you, the immortal, will forever be a relic of ages past. People will change, the perception of time will evolve, languages rot and insects lose interest, the selfish forget whats sacred and the humble forget themselves.

As if this were a bad thing~
It would be terribly fascinating to watch that process. Not to mention, as an immortal, you would accrue enormous personal respect. Look at how everyone looks up to Celestia - who, I might add, is having a ball of a time.

Really, Celestia marks the single greatest argument here - she's over a thousand at least, and doing fine.

3076497 And Twilight would have a lot of immortal friends Celestia, Luna, Cadence and discord. Celestia on the other hand was alone for 1000 years!

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Yeah, no kidding.

I often like to reflect back on one of my childhood favorite series, the Belgariad, which prominently featured a series of immortals.

Only very briefly do they express any sort of regret at the people they've lost along the way, and the deep heartaches are there, but ultimately they get along fine, because they can put that sort of thing behind them most of the time.

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One of the most frustrating aspects of the immortality debates I've seen here is the people who go on and on about how alone you would be, generally in the context of why Twilight shouldn't be immortal. Sure, maybe immortality might suck, eventually, if you were the only immortal. But we're talking about ponyland here, where there are several immortals. And Twilight is friends with most of them. She wouldn't be alone at all.

3076365 ...What do you mean biological? It is made of flesh and blood, presumably similar to regular pony brains by virtue of her being able to communicate, thinking similar, etc. That is pretty much biological. Information-theoretical would be something like a type of artificial data storage, etc. mind-in-a-jar.

Comment posted by The Synn Lofsvard deleted May 18th, 2015

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Short version, you're making unproven assumptions and generalizations.
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At some point in our lives, everybody experiences a moment where deep down, they think they'd be happy if they were to die then. Even the most rabid of fighters accept death's finality, after all, had they not they'd still be alive to live to a ripe old age where their body finally gives out.

Coughcoughbullshitcough

Besides, there is some good to death. Because if there never was an end, life wouldn't be so precious

I don't need my life to end to value it. Quite the opposite, really.

Treatments for PTSD are coming, and some people do overcome them.

But otherwise, imagine going obsolete?

How would I go obsolete? What, am I living under a rock?

Imagine all your friends left you.
Imagine everybody left you alone

One loses friends all the time. I get new ones.

You may look back in fond nostalgia, but their deaths will haunt you.

I suppose that explains why I'm haunted by the memories of everyone I've lost contact with or known who died - oh wait. That isn't happening.

Imagine any sort of contact you could get, was about as impersonal as it could get.

Why? That's bullshit. Even assuming they knew, why does it need to be impersonal? You're making some rather ridiculous assumptions based on nothing. Oldest people on earth are perfectly capable of forming friendships even in the face of the death of everyone they've known.

Imagine people being angry
"What makes them so special?"
"Why do they live forever?"
"Why did my daughter have to die while they stood the test of time and just fucking watched?"

There's always going to be jealous people, but that's why you build up respect and power - oh, and give very few shits about people like that.

To better put it in perspective, you know how your grandparents talk about the good old days? How your parents my struggle with today's technology? How each generation is different and seemingly it becomes more and more difficult to understand the newest? That is how the world moves on without the immortal.

You know what that is? It's attitude.
An elderly person who keeps up is going to keep up. This has been perfectly well demonstrated.

You know a funny thing? Studies show that today's kids know less about technology than kids from my generation.

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No, its highschool level psychology.

There's a reason high school level psychology isn't very highly regarded.

I value my life as a medium in which to interact with other things, ergo its value is equivalent to the quality and quantity of things I perform through that life. I do not value my death; all signs indicate that death will be a medium without value and without experience to begin with.
You are being ridiculous.

People have overcome PTSD. Some people never even experience it in the first place if they're lucky. Your anecdotes not-withstanding.

Further, that is only a condition of present technology - in a few decades, a century, it may well be treatable. You're stuck thinking in a technologically dead context.

It will be impossible to connect to anybody else because you're a relic from another time.

Sure, if you make no effort to keep up with changing times. Again, a gross misunderstanding - old people are only as much a relic as they make themselves. The tendency to be more of a relic is there, as our mental pathways become more "solid" over time (by the way, if we're proposing clinical immortality, why should that be the case for an immortal?)

The people from the middle east cannot comprehend our life style the same as you or I cannot comprehend just what the fuck goes though a son of a bitch terrorist's mind when he pushes that detonator and takes out an entire fucking market of innocent people.

And now you're being racist, because 1) the people of the Middle East know quite well what goes on here in the west and 2) I can quite well understand what's going through their heads, because there's extensive work done on analyzing them.

They aren't simple desert primitives who get spooked at a flashlight.

But you know what, its hard to build respect and power when you're universally hated or feared. This is the power complex, the higher you stand, the harder it is to connect with those bellow you.

Just about everything you said here is meaningless blather. It's bordering on gibberish. You clearly don't understand the nature of respect or power.

No single man, no single human can take in everything that is changing around them because there's 6 fucking billion people all screaming to have their voice heard, their own opinions, thoughts, dreams and beliefs. And each generation tries to make itself distinct from the last. And everything is shifting ever faster, especially with the internet.

So? I don't need to meet every single person to understand a given culture. Immersion and a willingness to be open to experiences takes care of a lot of that.

How can you understand, let alone value life if you're not a part of its cycle? How about this, why don't you give a shit about when you kill an ant? Because its an ant? That's the point. When does the immortal reach the point where you stop seeing those lesser to you as actual living things?

Ants have no capacity to experience or understand beyond an exceedingly limited world of direct sensory input. They are tiny little drones - hell, that's where we got the word from.

Your comparison is false because you are comparing things of different qualities, not different quantities of intelligence. An ant cannot approximate a human in this equation because a human's intelligence is qualitatively different.
Furthermore, an immortal barring any other improvements would have no greater or lesser intellectual capacity than any other being of their species, so now you're just being preposterous on top of everything else.

The giant has no concerns for the ant, Just as the immortal shall forget the value of the mortal.
You're talking theory. I'm talking fact.

That you put these two sentences together is really just about the icing on the cake, and it definitely demonstrates that you don't even know the definition of the word "fact."

You're bloviating, in short.

I think some people think that Twilight can't handle being immortal because she use to be mortal. I would disagree, as I reference another show that tackled the same topic from time to time: Highlander.

Good movie, and came out with a good t.v. series.

The one thing I kept on looking at when seeing this wasnt that Pain of Eternity was still up there, but that you only have 8 chapters to read in your collection of fics. I have 359.

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At some point in our lives, everybody experiences a moment where deep down, they think they'd be happy if they were to die then. Even the most rabid of fighters accept death's finality, after all, had they not they'd still be alive to live to a ripe old age where their body finally gives out.

Do you have a source for this statement, or am I just supposed to take your word for it? Sure, people find they want to die when they suffer the infirmities of old age, but that has 'nothing' to do with immortal people with immortal bodies.

Besides, there is some good to death. Because if there never was an end, life wouldn't be so precious.

I think if you never knew what death was, you'd place value in it for reasons beyond scarcity and its fragility. I think there's plenty good to death, but it's the romanticized fantasy version I have of it in my mind, that I'd write about in stories. Death here is gross, messy, unpleasant, it's as imperfect as the creatures we evolved into. More over, it robs people of agency, and that's something I've no intention of explaining away.

While humans literally have an actual biological switch that's fucking broken, that screams at us to fuck and/or kill

What do you mean by this? You mean it's broken in that we have the conscious ability to resist our impulses and make decisions based on long term consequences? That's not broken, that's how we evolved, because that ability benefits us.

our body is actually hardwired to accept death.

As someone who has almost died three times (once from drowning, once from falling down a mountain, and another time from getting stuck out in the desert with my dad) I can certainly say that if this is the case - I'm the exception, 'cause when I reached that point my emotional cool dissolved immediately, and I started to freak the fuck out.

When people talk about seeing their life flash before their eyes or have visions of heaven,

So they don't accept death, then, they rationalize death's non-existence by predicting the continuation of life. Because the brain isn't wired to accept death, it's wired to reduce stress and to rationalize things for the continued safety of the body.

thats because in the last moments of a person's life, the brain takes a shower in DMT, AKA the chemical responsible for dreams.

No, it doesn't, no it's not. DMT is something the body metabolizes almost immediately and you can't get any kind of lasting or meaningful experience from it - in most cases - without specially combining it with other chemicals, and whether or not it's even naturally in the body is a matter of debate, so I'm not sure where the fuck you've acquired this certainty.

This not only helps cope with death, but helps reduce the impact of death, probably because there is literally a part of the brain that constantly tells us to fuck, probably because the population bottleneck about 70,000 years ago triggered the biological overkill to fuck like bunnies. DMT also slows down the perception of time, and because the brain continues to function 7 minutes after death, its likely to help ease the pain

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Even if any of this shit were true, and like 90% of it is absolute nonsense I'd expect when watching Spirit Science and learning about Space Jews, it doesn't do anything to support your argument, except that the brain isn't wired to accept death, it is wired to lie to itself when it's time to go.

So yes, we all accept death at one point in our lives.

Not according to all of what you said, we don't.

As for the psychological stuff, go read a book. Or read an article on cumulative trauma. Or PTSD for that matter. With all psychological issues, the mind works with the body and mind over matter, and so forth.

I know about both of those things, you should probably read some accredited material yourself, because you're misunderstanding both of those concepts.

HOWEVER, stress does not entirely leave us, as it stays with us as memories. It molds and shapes who we are.

Alright, and you never recover from a wound either, a scar will break down and the wound will open back up if you suffer scurvy for long enough. That's not ideal either, not many people are going to argue that scars, mental or otherwise, are not ideal. Killing someone off isn't ideal either. This isn't an issue of a faulty fucking television set, these are people, and the ideal solution is to fucking fix them so they can continue their lives and experience meaningful stimuli and contribute to the productivity of a society.

Bad experiences chip away, good smooths the edges. But death is something that just leaves you jaded.

Actually, experiences with death are bad experiences, you're continuing to not help your fucking case here. That's why you can find all sorts of people in terrible parts of the world who already look dead.

Take a look at a soldier. A soldier on the front lines will experience more death than you and I will in our combined lives.

I don't know, how do you know I'm not a funeral director? Or an emergency rescue operative? Or someone who's survived a major natural disaster?

And this does have an actual impact on carrier soldiers. They DO become jaded, cynical and cold. This is also seen in regular people, death is just something hard to accept.

So where the fuck does the bit about us being wired for it come in, you self-contradicting fuck ass?

Now apply that to everybody you will come close to for the next 1000 years.

I can't very well come close to people over the next 1,000 years if I embrace death as it exists as a natural and positive part of my ultimate fate, now can I?

You will find yourself in love, yes, but in a blink of an eye, you're standing on their grave. And you will grieve and move on.

Yes? Assuming I can't find a way to make them not die also? Yes, Death kind of sucks and I'd like to spare anyone I love from this version of it, but I'd also like it if everyone didn't suffer poverty and starvation, or really and situation that robs them of agency and stifles their creativity and personal growth.

But you will fall in love again. Maybe it was their eyes, their eyes just like... You will fall in love,

My stars you're articulate, I'm feeling flushed already. Of course it's really interesting that you seem to think everyone is interested in like - this cripplingly intense one on one relationship that belongs in a Hollywood movie. I have a very hard time seeing myself as not polygamous, and interested in multiple people for different things.

It's also equating love with you know, someone you want to fuck, which I understand is kind of a primary directive for you, but you're kind of projecting here. I don't need to 'fall in love' that is, desire a physical relationship with someone, in order to lament their absence.

feel the same bitter sweet experiences as before, blink and find yourself standing at the finest grave stone you can offer them, offer to your beloved.

Why the fuck are you so intense about one aspect of romance? There's other ways to love people, seriously. If you're only this focused on a one and only, then I seriously doubt you have one.

And the cycle will repeat but it never leaves you, and that's something that bugs me the most about people who do immortality stories.

http://goodmorningcelestia.tumblr.com/post/88214804584/if-she-was-immortal-i-suspect-timing-would-be#notes

(It bugs me, too.)

To grieve is not to forget. You may look back in fond nostalgia, but their deaths will haunt you. If death can still haunt someone 50 years after the fact, then what good will 100 do when everybody new that the immortal came close do, has died just like those who came before?

That doesn't have anything to do with anything? I suffered some incredibly traumatizing experiences as a child, and the older I get, the less they affect my mood and actions. I'll always remember what happened, I'll always regret what happened, and in light of those things I will shape my behavior accordingly so as to better avoid it again.

It's like you're suggesting 'everyone around you will eventually get cancer, but not you, you get to watch everyone else get cancer, so you may as well get cancer too!'

That makes no fucking sense at all.

And it will happen again, the cycle will repeat and you can do nothing about it.

Then said immortal isn't trying hard enough, 'cause we'll be able to do something about it within the next 30-50 years, if not sooner. So uh... There?

Time smooths all. Time heals all wounds. But the scars left behind are permanent.

Healing a wound doesn't result in a scar, patching it up does. If you legitimately healed someone good as new, there would be no scar. You're getting all flowery which doesn't support your argument in any meaningful way, and you also suck at writing, so rather than being swayed by your emotional statement, I'm vaguely insulted by the way you tried to fondle some intimate part of me to make me agree with you.

And the immortal cannot seclude them from everybody else because humans are quite literally social creatures.

You keep using literally incorrectly and it's actually starting to piss me off.

A lack of social contact with another living being, even if its a fucking dog of all things or a fucking rat, will drive you insane.

If you're a human being to that extent, then I suppose you don't need to worry about mental scars, because eventually you'll forget shit when you remap parts of your brain for new information, and have nowhere else to put it.

But otherwise, imagine going obsolete?
Imagine all your friends left you.
Imagine everybody left you alone
Imagine any sort of contact you could get, was about as impersonal as it could get.
Imagine if you will, there comes a point where people start to fear you.
They fear you because while they've changed, you've stayed the same.
While they've grown old and aged, you look as young as you were the first day you met.
Imagine people being angry
"What makes them so special?"
"Why do they live forever?"
"Why did my daughter have to die while they stood the test of time and just fucking watched?"
People are afraid of what they can't understand. They are afraid of the unchanging as well, when everything is in a constant state of change, to not is an abomination against nature.

Are you even arguing about the same fucking thing anymore?

To better put it in perspective, you know how your grandparents talk about the good old days? How your parents my struggle with today's technology? How each generation is different and seemingly it becomes more and more difficult to understand the newest? That is how the world moves on without the immortal.

Yes, because the brain 'ages'. Which presumably it wouldn't do if you were immortal. Otherwise you wouldn't be immortal.

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This not only helps cope with death, but helps reduce the impact of death, probably because there is literally a part of the brain that constantly tells us to fuck, probably because the population bottleneck about 70,000 years ago triggered the biological overkill to fuck like bunnies. DMT also slows down the perception of time, and because the brain continues to function 7 minutes after death, its likely to help ease the pain

While I'm at this, I can't believe I glossed over this in your previous one - this is pretty breathtakingly wrong and I'd love to know where you pulled it from.

If you have nothing of value to lose, then whats the point?
Again, back to the video games analogy, if you have nothing of value to lose, then whats the point? The story? Fair enough. But you still risk wasting time on a bad story and thus, a negative experience. The thrill? Well, thrill is born from the possibility of losing something.

I think I made it abundantly clear - I value things that exist within the universe that I can interact with and experience, be they stories or vistas or new concepts. The universe is capable of generating more of those than exist years in its own remaining lifespan. I don't know about you, but my only thrill does not derive from knowing that I might die - you might want to get that checked.

You might say I don't value life, per se. I value what there is to experience within life. As it cannot be ably demonstrated that there exists qualia beyond life, I must conclude that the only value exists within life, ergo my personal death is undesirable and valueless.

Please demonstrate for me how my thrill regarding reading fantasy stories is predicated on my dying. I'd love to find that out.

You're trying to say that eventually the suffering in life will outweigh any potential value in remaining alive, but you must demonstrate that it is A) impossible to recover from traumatic experiences and B) that you will be unable to derive value in life after a certain marked number of years.

A is categorically false and B is preposterous and without merit.

Again, missing the point. You just don't forget somebody's DEATH.

No, actually, you have violently missed the point.

Trauma is a form of psychological damage. People can have these experiences without significant psychological damage. In the future it may be possible to directly heal the psychological damage on the brain. You are assuming that will never be the case, and that is stupid.

There, spelled it out. Should be pretty easy to follow.

No. You can walk a mile in another man's shoes and still not understand who another person truly is. And while we are all humans who all must suffer, the immortal cannot. Because they no longer feel the sting of time's whip.

Poetic, but stupid. I do not accept your premise, and I think you are dead wrong - we can come to that level of understanding.
Also, contradictory - I thought you said an immortal would fall beneath the sting of time's whip? Indeed, that seemed to be your entire point.

Mortals have no capacity to experience or understand beyond an exceedingly limited world of direct sensory input.
Funny how you can switch one word, and essentially get the same meaning.

And immortals don't?

Are you saying that you do not acknowledge the qualitative difference between sapient and nonsapient thought? If so, I suggest you acquaint yourself with it and get back to me.

Except the whole immortality thing where you never stop growing, evolving or changing in a path divergent of what mortals shall considering the indefinite time you are allowed to change. Where as the mortal has a finite period where the eventually slow and stop because of biological functions, during which they only pass on what they know onto another personality.
So while they have no greater capacity, there is no end to their learning. Children need to learn from the past, they need to build the wheel, start the fire and go from there. The immortal never stops.

Thus demonstrating a profound lack of understanding how the brain develops over time.

Permit me to educate you:
During early life, mental plasticity is very strong, allowing someone to acquire and play around with many different skillsets.
At around age 25 the brain's executive function settles and strengthens pathways that you practice routinely, allowing you to better improve the ones that you have. It becomes increasingly difficult to learn new things, but it never stops allowing you to form new pathways.

If we're proposing an immortal whose age stops around 25 or so, ie peak growth, then they will have maximum mental capacity with mental plasticity superior to a middle aged person and inferior to a child. That's a pretty good place to be at.

The giant has no concerns for the ant, Just as the immortal shall forget the value of the mortal.
You're talking theory. I'm talking fact.

I have to come back to this one because it is monumentally stupid.

You are saying that it is a fact that an immortal will forget the value of a mortal.
"A fact is something that has really occurred or is actually the case. The usual test for a statement of fact is verifiability, that is, whether it can be demonstrated to correspond to experience."

I would love, love to see where you found the case study on immortals demonstrating this fact of which you are so proud. This is 100% opinion, and fairly garbage opinion at that.

As morbid as it is, as much as everybody fears it, we all share a comfort in us being guaranteed that there is an end. No matter who we lose, we too will join them one day in eternal rest.

Is that a "fact", too? Goodness. I guess that being contra-indicated by me and who knows how many other people has no bearing on your ability to discern what is your overblown opinion from a verifiable, objective fact.

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If nobody could die, there would literally be no inherent value to it. When you play a game, would you care if you beat it if you had nothing to lose?

You're aware that I can't actually die in a video game in any meaningful way unless I'm playing Hardcore mode in some Diablo clone, right?

The goal of anything is arbitrarily assigned by you when we play games we adopt the narrative of an outside party. The goal becomes defeat the dragon, or endlessly grind in some MMO until you have better gear, etc. I mean jesus christ your fucking example is a medium where, in an MMORPG, you don't die, you basically get knocked out and carried off. You in fact, cannot die. People continue to pour hours and hours into these games, often neglecting their lives here, because death doesn't factor into how valuable an experience is to you.

No, its highschool level psychology.

Most high schools don't teach psychology, I can see that yours didn't.

Thus why those who are to be most feared are those who have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

What does this have to do with your argument?

If you never knew of permanant death, if you never grew up knowing of it, you would not care if somebody died, not really since death would just be the temporary setback.

... So your argument is that death doesn't have value unless it's permanent? I really don't think that's the case, since early conceptions of Death were more a force of change rather than an actual permanent thing. Like Death the tarot card, you're probably one of those people who take it literally, aren't you?

Second, nobody gets over PTSD. My grandfather fought in Nam and to this day still has nightmares, well after going to therapy for 5 straight years after getting out.

Oh yeah, 'cause the treatment we give our soldiers is celebrated as a the pinnacle of modern achievement.

Oh wait, no it's not, it's backwards as fuck and dependent on a culture that refuses to accept modern psychologies manual for psychological diagnoses.

My Uncle fought in Operation Desert Storm and almost 15 years later, still has nightmares.

I nearly drowned in the ocean when I was four, and frequently have nightmares about it. I also continue to swim in the ocean when I visit the beach. Thus I've overcome it.

I have talked to dozens of veterans, all with PTSD of some sort. None have forgotten. The death of those closest to you will stick with you forever. And if you have to live forever, guess what's going to follow you until you forget?

Not those things, if we use the mortal version of the brain in an immortal body, as you're proposing.

And plenty of them will, if you stop basing your conclusions on anecdotal evidence drummed up by a segment of society that is consistently shafted by the healthcare system, especially when mental illness is concerned.

Third, you're completely missing the point.

If they are, it's only because you're failing to make a coherent one.

You will be the obsolete model.

I'm fucking immortal, that doesn't sound very obsolete to me. I've got the wisdom of ages, hand picked from each decade, and presumably a brain youthful and healthy enough to keep trucking just like when I was 20, flexible and responsive to new ideas and capable of bucking tradition.

You will either be vilified or worshiped.

So either way, not obsolete.

Nobody will be able to come close to understanding you because you have lived the lives of multiple men before them.

I'd understand them, and stars willing, I'd find a way to elevate them to my condition. It's the least I could do in service to the ones I love.

It will be impossible to connect to anybody else because you're a relic from another time.

I'm not though, unless I've a brain that decides to keep aging and aging while the rest of my body stays young. For someone so fucking interested in psychology, you sure do treat the brain and the mind as separate from the body. They're not, you're being fucking ridiculous.

Ever try and connect to your great great grandfather?

Uh... yes? I did it all the time, it's how family units interact and form tight bonds. That's exactly what connecting fucking is.

Ever read their diaries? You can read them, empathize, but never truly understand because of the cultural, social and technological differences.

Maybe you lack imagination then, I've never had a problem with it.

Just pretend I keep repeating shit about brains not aging and remaining as flexible as the current generation.

You may be friends, but not on a level of somebody who is from the same "world" as it were.

Oh Brother.

But you know what, its hard to build respect and power when you're universally hated or feared. This is the power complex, the higher you stand, the harder it is to connect with those bellow you.

Your absolute lack of understanding for Politics, Psychology, and more, are just staggering.

How about this, since you're not understanding jack shit of what I'm trying to convey. You've heard of the middle east? I assume so because who hasn't.

How about this, since you're expressing jack shit with any coherency, maybe you should write your posts out in a google document, go away, and come back to read it in two weeks. Then you can see what you're saying from a place of separation, and see just how fucking nonsensical your statements are.

Ever see a news report about "The abhorrent conditions of the middle east"? Maybe it talks about how feminism is dead in the water, how women are treated no better than property, how men are crazy goat fuckers, how ISIS is a bunch of rebellious zealots and so forth. This is the cultural divide. It is a cultural, religious and social divide. The people from the middle east cannot comprehend our life style the same as you or I cannot comprehend just what the fuck goes though a son of a bitch terrorist's mind when he pushes that detonator and takes out an entire fucking market of innocent people.

Actually women's rights are significantly better in parts of the middle east than they've been in thousands of years, and in places where it's not, we're having the conversation, that's a tremendous big step. Globalization means more and more people are interacting, socializing, and connecting with one another.

Feminism isn't dead in the water, your argument is.

It sounds extreme but that's the only way I can really explain it. That's the difference between generations, the generational divide.

It's not all that extreme, though. I've had entire communities move from the middle east right into my neighborhood, we became friends, hung out together, and even celebrated each other's company. Your theory that we're oil and water is just moot.

Its nature vs nurture. Its who and what you grew up with as a child, the morals and beliefs enforced upon you by both your parents and society. Its you being an adult and trying to keep that balance with your own kids. Its looking around one day and asking yourself if you changed or just failed to notice that the world did? The world will constantly evolve, with or without you, there are 6 fucking billion people on this planet and its only getting higher.

It's actually leveling off.

Anyway, Brain, Body, thing. Fuck.

The borders of countries are, from the looks of it, going to be erased rather soon.

[Citation Needed]

No single man, no single human can take in everything that is changing around them because there's 6 fucking billion people all screaming to have their voice heard, their own opinions, thoughts, dreams and beliefs. And each generation tries to make itself distinct from the last. And everything is shifting ever faster, especially with the internet.

And yet, people are doing it, they're becoming part of the global community.

You're trying to say a single man, immortal as he may be, would have the possibility to live this constant cycle of birth, death and rebirth that makes it possible to understand what goes through the minds of those around them, even though each generation is a blank slate that takes in information like a fucking sponge.

Wait a minute, Rebirth?

Fuck, you're religious as it gets, aren't you? You're not talking about death as in, the cessation of existence, you mean something quite a bit fucking different, then? We should probably agree on our definition of Death before we debate its value, you think?

I'm saying a single immortal will become so removed from it all, so callus to death being unable to experience it, being unable to keep track of time now that its no longer an object of inherent value, will become just that.

Why would they be unable to understand death when it keeps robbing them of those they love? They'd know death far better than any mortal being would, because they'd have experienced it vicariously.

Also, again, mind, body, same fucking thing.

Removed from it all. How can you understand any of the thrill that goes through someone's mind when they skydive? Because 99.9% of the thrill comes from the fact that you know that you can die from what you're doing, or at least on a subconscious level, thus where adrenaline junkies come from.

Nope, the thrill comes from adrenaline, which your body produces in extreme situations. If you skydive enough you'll experience no thrill, as you'll develop a resistance to the phenomena. Just cool it for a few hundred years, it'll be fine.

How can you understand, let alone value life if you're not a part of its cycle? How about this, why don't you give a shit about when you kill an ant? Because its an ant? That's the point. When does the immortal reach the point where you stop seeing those lesser to you as actual living things?

What happened to the tearful immortal who keeps falling in love with mortals? I've never personally fallen in love with an ant, because there is nothing in there for me to connect with. You misunderstand things so completely that it's frustrating repeating myself.

Also I don't stomp on anthills, it makes me feel like shit, and I feel wretched whenever I see a drowned cat in a ditch somewhere after it rains.

Fuck - I feel sad when I see inanimate objects forsaken and discarded. When I pick something at the grocery store, I cannot put it back for something else because that would mean I cared so little for it that I abandoned it.

So I'm sorry that I'm more empathetic than you, but your case still doesn't hold.

The giant has no concerns for the ant, Just as the immortal shall forget the value of the mortal.
You're talking theory. I'm talking fact.

Actually you're talking bullshit conjecture picked up from a Summer Blockbuster, we're talking documented observations.

If you don't care about when you step on an ant, how long do you think it will take for you to start think about the meager mortals, those with lives so fleeting, not even a candle to the burning inferno that is you, a super nova, as nothing more than ants? Hell, why should you care, they're going to die someday, but YOU... You get to see the universe's splendor for all eternity. Might as well make those mortals to a temporary use?

And if I'm not a Christian, how can I possibly have a moral compass? It's just impossible!

Or would you care to disagree that power corrupts absolutely?

The actual quote is that absolute power corrupts absolutely.

And yes, I do disagree with that, scarcity corrupts because it denies something of value to people. Death creates a scarcity on life, therefor death corrupts.

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You will find yourself in love, yes, but in a blink of an eye, you're standing on their grave. And you will grieve and move on. But you will fall in love again. Maybe it was their eyes, their eyes just like... You will fall in love, feel the same bitter sweet experiences as before, blink and find yourself standing at the finest grave stone you can offer them, offer to your beloved.

Solana already covered this, but you're mistaking "love" for "lust" there. They are very different things.

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I am aware of the population bottleneck. The problem is you making unwarranted assumptions regarding DMT and humans breeding. Point in fact, we have not significantly evolved in that period of time - 70,000 years is less than a blink of an eye in human evolution.

I am also aware of DMT. The problem is you are wrong about its effects - it is only hypothesized to exist within humans and cause dreams, neither of these have been adequately proven.

And if it ever comes to pass that the planet is exterminated and I have no hope of reprieve, well! In the extremely unlikely event that I survive the initial catastrophe, it's unlikely that I'll have the ability to survive on my own thereafter so I won't actually have a choice about immortality.

Trauma never leaves you. Unless you somehow remold the brain so you can pick and choose exactly what you want to remember or forget. The brain and body are also connected. Your body can also be the cause of psychological trauma. It can also be something genetic that can be turned on at the flip of a switch. You can heal the damage but the illness will never go away. And no, you cannot just heal the damage unless, as I said, you remove the memories of the certain traumatic events and or remove the genetic switches that turn on shit like Bipolar, Schizophrenia, Depression and so on.

Yeah, did you miss where I was talking about technology?

I also pointed out that people can survive and recover from traumatic experiences, which implies that technology to affect the brain can fix it.

Cannot heal the damage, indeed. I might as well be talking to a 19th century floozy about vaccines.

Solana also made excellent points about healing trauma that you completely ignored, by the way, which also definitively prove you wrong, no less.

Being subject to time is both good and bad depending on the context. If you grow knowing you cannot die, you will grow up significantly different than someone who knows at any minute the cosmic joker may get bored and use them as a joke.
People grow and change because they suffer. Immortals cannot suffer in this same way as time has no inherent value because its infinite in volume. They can lose their loved ones, become obsolete as the world changes and so on which is a cruel fate in and of its own. But they can and very well could grow cold, calculating and cruel as they are corrupted by their own inability to die, and thus develop a god complex.

You're not entirely cognizant of how human brains structure reward, are you? I highly suggest you read Solana's posts in greater detail.

Humans are quite good at tricking themselves into finding thrills and values without the need for high-falutin' nonsense.

Yes, in the eyes of someone with a serious case of God Complex, there is no difference. Spend a couple thousand years seeing yourself be better than those around you, will probably do that.
Immortality will definitely lead to some sort of God Complex.

Let me lay this out for you:
A: Being immortal will lead to a God Complex
B: Having a God complex will make you value people less
ergo people who are Immortal will value people less.

There's a little problem with your logic there - namely that you have an unproven assumption!
With equal logical power I state this:
A: An immortal will always develop great compassion
B: Those with great compassion have deep and abiding sympathy for those less fortunate
C: Therefore an immortal will have a deep and abiding sympathy for those less fortunate.

This is absolutely correct - if I can prove the initial assumption. I cannot, and it is stupid, therefore the conclusion is stupid, rather like yours.

Oh, so what you're saying is that the immortal will never be able to learn anything once they're locked in? Or just agreeing with me?

I said neither of those things, apparently a failure to read is endemic in this conversation.

I said they will have the capacity to learn of a human of whatever effective age they settle at. What about that was unclear to you?

They will all die anyway.
They're ants
Ants beneath them

Uh.
I think this speaks more to your personal issues than it does anything else. You have not convincingly made the case that an immortal would regard mortals as ants, you have not answered my earlier point about the difference between sapience and nonsapience, and you seem to think that loudly insisting that immortals will regard human beings as ants makes it true.

Find me an ant that can hold a conversation with me and I will show you an ant that I value. The reason we don't value ants like we do humans is because they do not possess the same qualities as humans which allow us to empathize with them.
And even then, you get adorable people like Solana who get really broken up about stomping anthills, because it is personally abhorrent.

I think the person deficient in empathy here is you, compadre.

If you lose the inherent value of life by becoming immortal, what is keeping you from keeping the value of life?

Again, I have not conceded that the inherent value of life is lost by becoming immortal. You have not proven that and you apparently haven't the slightest idea how.

You point to "well something that's infinite obviously has no value" which is only true in the sense of the purest economic sense. We are human beings with human foibles and human preoccupations - things that allow us to derive value from something other than apparent scarcity.

Again, I highly suggest you read Solana's comments, she has a far better grasp on this crap than you do.

While I'm at it, your bit about politicians is cute and all, but you do realize that's not universal and that politicians are themselves complex human beings with a great deal of personal variation, right?

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I'll keep this short and simple.

I'm going to step away from this discussion.

I just sort realized how much I was letting myself get way into invested in what is beyond impossible. Yes, impossible because everything will die once the universe does. To settle the argument from escalating from there, yes, if an immortal were to remove itself from this universe before the universe collapses on itself, it can continue living but then it is no longer an immortal of this universe and thus has ceased to exist.

I'm not conceding on my points, not saying that we should agree to disagree or even try finding a median between.

To answer the question of religion because I offhandedly mention "rebirth," no, I'm not religious. I really did take AP Psychology and AP Philosophy in high school, among every other AP course I could take especially physics. Leave it at that in regards to my religious stance.

I'm also getting way too invested in a matter that ties into the show which was confirmed to be wrong, AKA Twilight is effectively not immortal, especially considering she was never meant to be an Alicorn in the first place, hell, only Celestia and Luna are the only two who are officially listed as "Immortal Alicorns" and that may only be in regards to the life span of their Star and Moon respectively.

I'm not trying to take the moral high ground or pull the pants on head retarded argument of "being the better man" but this is just getting way out of hand. The time I spent writing this dribble of mine could have been spent actually doing something I enjoy far more, writing shit that people actually enjoy. And while I can't exactly speak for either of you, I doubt either of you have much desire to do the same.

No, this was not an act of trolling or any other asinine childish act, it just hit me light a fucking freight train that a massive internet debate or immortality, something so beyond theoretical that any points brought up about it may or may not hold as much water as a bucket with a hole in it, was all started by, well, this. Hell, well all may be wrong or right considering that now I've removed myself, I've sort of realized we're all looking at this from a perspective of how we all deal with death and life on our own.

So, honestly, I'm sorry. Lets leave it at this.

If you have nothing of value to lose, then whats the point?

You're saying that Life is the only thing with value, and it's not. We've surpassed the point where all we care about is living. People who have jobs, like me, who have just enough to survive are not happy, because there is more that we value than simply existing. Art, social interacts, etc. You keep pointing them out with your following point -

Again, back to the video games analogy, if you have nothing of value to lose, then whats the point? The story? Fair enough. But you still risk wasting time on a bad story and thus, a negative experience.

You're still making a non-sensical argument, we're not playing video games because one day it will be impossible. We play them because they are challenging and engaging. A mortal existence doesn't make your life more challenging, it puts an expiration date on it. If a game has a monthly fee it's not more enjoyable by virtue of the fact I have something to lose. The market is illustrating that.

The thrill? Well, thrill is born from the possibility of losing something.

Thrill is born from impulses and chemical reactions in the brain, which are triggered by patterns of repetition and engagement, essentially we get a kick out of learning and planning, because it was evolutionary beneficial to get passionate about innovations and honing our skills. Video games trick us into satisfying these urges.

Dark Souls is the epitome of this. Or better yet, the impossible game. Death is a temporary set back, but its a set back none the less.

Death isn't a setback here, they're completely different things. You keep pointing out how they're not the same, but remain oblivious to it. By your own arguments death has no value in video games because you didn't lose anything, except maybe some progress? But even then that's quickly becoming not a thing. Even your precious Dark Souls has save points constantly.

You can play a game like fucking Super Brothers Swords and Sworcery for the fantastic story, but going in, you have no idea if its good or not and were the game 50 hours long, you'd reach the end and lo and behold, find that it sucked shit and lost 50 hours of your time.

Unless the gameplay was a redeeming factor, and thus you had fun. If the gameplay was awful and the story was afwful, you're a masochist for getting to the end. Typically speaking I don't play games I'm not enjoying.

And when I play games where permanent death is an option, I don't select that, because I don't enjoy it. The only value I can find in that is bragging rights, and that just doesn't interest me. It doesn't interest a lot of people.

Life and time is finite. You value it because you only have so much. The more you lose, the more you value it. This is not something you can refute when its basic psychology and thus, why its taught in high school. Even upon reaching altruism, its still something valued because its a finite source that you don't want to squander.

Your argument is that death lends value to life therefor death has value, but you're not countering our argument, which is that in the absence of death there are plenty of other things that lend value to life. That's pretty self-evident, people, human beings, do it all the time. It's part of adapting and surviving. That's what we're built to do, survive, and value our survival. We don't need death to do that, it's part of our psychology.

If you have an infinite source of something, you will NOT give a shit if you lose some of it, because hey, you got more where that came from.

In the absence of scarcity you will still find other ways to find value in it. An example would be people who have no shortage of food. They don't stop caring about food, they spend more on food than ANYONE ELSE. Value becomes a matter of quality, not quantity. In the absence of death, life would also become a matter of quality over quantity.

Again, missing the point. You just don't forget somebody's DEATH. You may get over it, but what about when its your wife? Your kids? Your new wife? Your new kids? Your best friends? So on and so forth.

We're not missing the point, we're arguing that your point doesn't exist. Pain isn't cumulative until you break down completely, because your brain is built to mitigate the issue. Before long you will be miserable that those people died, but it will become an associative feeling. It doesn't stack, your wall is set in magnitude, you'd just adding names to the list.

And don't lapse into your bullshit about how the names don't matter if they're all part of the same feeling, rather than their own individual misery, because that's also not how that works.

Its cumulative stress that breaks the camel's back, just as how PTSD, depression, suicide and other mental illnesses are accumulated over long periods of time from multiple sources of stress. Its not like
*POOF*
Well shit, looks like I have multiple personality disorder.

Suicide is not a mental disorder, Multiple Personality Disorder is not a condition that exists. PTSD is a condition that exists because of 'sudden' trauma that occurs before the brain has time to properly mitigate it, and can be treated, regardless of what your anecdotal evidence has to say on the subject.

They aren't simple desert primitives who get spooked at a flashlight.
I implied that there are certain cultural differences that can only be understood by having a deep upbringing relating to said. Nobody born just outright says,
"You know what I hate? Those god damn sand niggers."
Hate is something taught. Love is something taught. Thoughts, beliefs, morals, culture is taught.

You're insinuating that Anthropology, and to a lesser degree Psychology, have no ability to understand the behaviors and feelings of other peoples, which is demonstrably wrong.

Also morals aren't purely taught, or there would never be someone who was taught in the first place to pass it on. Unless you're going to tell me the Bible gave mankind morality, and that's the only way someone can have a proper set. Also, if morals beliefs, etc, were only taught, they wouldn't evolve over time, We'd all have the same culture we started with and we'd all keeping slaves and treating women as property still.

You can analyze it, but can you understand why they do what they do? These are human beings not fucking science projects?

Yes, I can, because I'm a human being and they're a human being, and our principles and behaviors come from the same place, the same source, the same mutual stomping ground that can lead to disparate very different peoples telling the same stories across thousands of years.

Historians still look back and are completely baffled why the library of Alexandria was burned. We know why. But can we place ourselves in the shoes of the morons who torched the place?

Uh... No, that's ridiculous, we know exactly why it was burned, and that kind of fervent belief doesn't require much effort to find. It exists in our own culture as well, but we've got more preventive measures because that kind of impulsive behavior shouldn't be tolerated.

Can we analyze why everybody who supports ISIS is a son of a bitch and get why certain people would join them? Of course. Does that mean anybody can empathize with them? Well and truly understand them on a personal level? And I'm not just talking about culture, society and all that other good stuff, but on a personal level. Can you personally understand what motivates them to accept what they accept?

Make a TV series ala Breaking Bad about it, and people will understand it. It's human nature to empathize it's part of our pattern recognition instincts.

Why its accepted for women to be property. For religious zealotry to be the cause of a 1000 year old war? No, because its something you grow up with. Same with religion. You don't grow up with it forced upon you and end up not believing it, instead growing up learning science, math and physics.

Hey! Guess who grew up with born again christians who wouldn't let her own Harry Potter books, made her go to church three times a week, took her out of public school and put her into a religious charter school, and told her gays are fags? Guess who absolutely doesn't believe in Jesus, doesn't attend church, finds nothing of value in the bible, happens to be transgender, and is fascinated by science, math and physics (redundant much?)

You are a huge fucking idiot. :D

You may understand why people believe in it, you may understand why they defend it to the death, socially, biologically and psychologically, but its still a sort of thing where its impossible to understand why they don't just listen to facts instead of "Belief",
No. You can walk a mile in another man's shoes and still not understand who another person truly is. And while we are all humans who all must suffer, the immortal cannot. Because they no longer feel the sting of time's whip.

Nothing you just said follows, you're spewing actual bullshit right now. You spend TWO FUCKING ENORMOUS POSTS talking about how the immortal will do NOTHING but suffer until they die. Now you're saying they can't understand anyone because they cannot suffer.

You need to check your fucking beliefs, because you don't even agree with yourself.

So instead of refuting my point, you insult me. Just grand. How about this.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersubjectivity#In_psychology
Read a heavily watered down version of what I was trying to explain.

Mortals have no capacity to experience or understand beyond an exceedingly limited world of direct sensory input.
Funny how you can switch one word, and essentially get the same meaning.

Essentially, but not really, because ants and humans don't get the same sensory input. A person who is mortal and a person who is immortal are absolutely not even the same issue.

If I eat one bowl of meatballs from a restaurant, and you eat three bowls of meatballs from the same restaurant, we can engage in meaningful discussion about the meatballs, fuck, you could even do that with another human being who has never eaten meatballs from there before, because they have sensory input to compare your experience to, and a language to express the experience.

Ants do not have any language that human beings can meaningfully engage with. They do not know what a meatball tastes like, they do not know what anything tastes like in a way that people can empathize with.

Except the whole immortality thing where you never stop growing, evolving or changing in a path divergent of what mortals shall considering the indefinite time you are allowed to change. Where as the mortal has a finite period where the eventually slow and stop because of biological functions, during which they only pass on what they know onto another personality.

So you'll have difficult keeping old friends because you'll find they grow rigid in their thinking, depending on what age you're frozen at? Even that's not entirely true, because even at the age of 8, some of my best friends were in their 50s. And I do consider them friends far more than I considered them authorities, or elders.

And what have you said that has proved me wrong? I point out basic psychology and philosophy, you resort to ignoring everything I've said while failing to provide anything of credible or substantial. I point out basic facts or at least attempt to while you've gone on and on, making the assumption of, "WELL IT WONT HAPPEN TO ME!'
Sure it may be verbose, but its more than what you've done.

You're doing some serious projecting here, sport.

Have fun with your deleted posts~ They're kind of here forever now!

3077580 Eh, as a roguelike player (DCSS, Brogue), (non-optional) permadeath *does* give your actions heightened meaning. In a good game, that is. There are a lot of bad games out there where whether you died is too dependent on luck over skill, or where each playthrough retreads the exact same content, or where progress is primarily dependent on grinding.

Anyway, it doesn't detract from your metaphor because of course, dying in a hilarious and incredibly preventable way is only a striking experience from the outside. Obviously IRL, when you die you don't get to restart the game, you're just dead. That sure takes the fun out of it.

A moving and meaningful post, definitely. Immortality does not have to automatically equal angst and misery; this is true.

I suppose that just makes it more strange to me, seeing as my personal approach to life runs almost opposite to the sentiments of this blog post:

Pain is perpetual to me, but it reminds me that I still live. Fear of what might not come after death keeps despair and depression thoroughly at bay. Of course, perpetual pain and embracing my fear didn't do much good for my sense of "happiness", but eh.

It could be worse; not being able to properly laugh anymore, for instance. A life of pain and fear isn't so bad if I can still rofl at a good joke, pun, or GMod video, right?? In the words of the TF2 Spy:

(while laughing) "Laughter really IS the best medicine!!!" (laughs harder)

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I kind of feel that a lot of the immortality angst comes from younger fans and authors, who quite simply lack the perspective that living, and losing, and discovering new things and people gives.

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That's a good point, I absolutely forgot things like Our Darker Purpose. That can be a bit of a pain in the rear, and you're right it's really more an example of how frustration and obstacles can encourage you to try again.

3077819

http://goodmorningcelestia.tumblr.com/post/88214804584/if-she-was-immortal-i-suspect-timing-would-be#notes

Which is why I am very fond of this thing I linked earlier, 'cause it's almost painfully true.

Wanderer D
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3078378 It's so true! I would know.

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