AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH · 11:42pm Jul 10th, 2012
Remember my last blog? When I said that I loved my last chapter?
Well, next chapter is HORRIBLE. I FUCKING HATE NEXT CHAPTER.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
It's difficult, it's complicated, it's a jigsaw and I'm feeling stupider every sigle second because I know where the pieces are BUT I CAN'T FIND THEM, and it's impossible to write.
No, really. I need hours to write this thing. I have FOUR COMPLETE PAGES OF MY NOTEBOOK FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT SCHEMES, TIMELINES, GRAPHICS AND THAT STUFF, because I want to be smart and I forget that being a smart means WORK UNTILL YOU'RE SO FRUSTRATED YOU COULD KILL A DINOSAUR.
And, to top it all, I seem to be in a writer's block, because I just can't write the things I want to write. Ugh. I mean, it's cheesy, it's not funny, it's... it's just MEH.
AND I DON'T LIKE "MEH" THINGS.
Sigh...
Oh, well. I guess it's not that bad. It's only that the thing is too complicated, and I'm so lazy that working so much is terrible for me. And don't feel guilty: the readers' acts aren't complicating anything. It's the plot.
I love the plot of this fic, yeah, but I FUCKING HATE THIS CHAPTER AND THE PLOT IS TOO COMPLICATED!
AAAAARGH!
Also, a spoiler: the next chapter will be the last one where you could find a new way to talk. All the levels will be on the table.
And it will be a total mindfuck, because IT SEEMS LIKE I'M RETARDED.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH! I'M SO FRUSTRAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!
STUPID WRITER'S BLOCK!
On the plus side, however, being so frustrated that you could kill a dinosaur does sound pretty awesome.