I'm an idiot

So my last blog was asking about needing help but this is going to sound pretty ridiculous to you who are writers. I've never revised my stories, they're all (like my teacher taught me in creative writing) shitty first drafts XD

Now let me explain and if you're exploding with fury or whatever it is then have a moment and come back to this when you're cooled down. So the reason why I haven't revised was because I didn't know what it fully meant despite being taught of its meaning, honestly i'm not sure how I didn't know it but really i'm not perfect. This actually makes me feel good because I don't have to rewrite my stories anymore, I can just look them over and make corrections. My stories that are posted up now will remain the same but I'll have to do a little touch up to get them to go along with my first story.

Yes, I feel like a huge dumbass for not doing this and I also feel horrible for this because I could've kept my stories how they were when I first started writing but I can't go back into the past and fix my mistakes, I have to deal with the consequences head on. I do have to rewrite my war story sadly because I erased it out of stupidity but it means I can make a better one. This will also speed up my progress with posting stories if I start doing this but I have long way to go if i'm still on the first story.

Also I wanted to say one last thing, I write my stories with my heart. My stories are about family and trust, there's more to it than just those two but I write what comes from my heart so don't assume I just wrote it because I felt like it. When I write I write with feeling, I give my characters a true figure of life to make them appeal to you, so you can see that they're not just characters in a story but a living being in a world that I have created. This is may have confused you but i'm sure you can figure out what i'm saying, that's I had to say. Leave a comment if you so wish but thank you for reading what I have to say and I'll see you in the next story ^_^