does anyone care anymore · 2:20am Oct 1st, 2014
Does anyone care about me, does anyone see me as a good friend does anyone know how badly it is hurting me that so many people aren't talking to me anymore,
my whole life has been nothing but biderness and pain and i could never trust anyone but when i cam onto fimfiction it was such a worm welcome, but know for e it is just plane out being egnored by so many ii would understand if someone didn't talk to me if i commented on their frot page but didn't see it i would understand that but when it's been over a month thats when i trully start to think that no one cares about me anymore like i have lost so many peoples trust and it feels like there aren't even a hand full of people that trust me anymore and with all that has happened to me i just cant help but think that i have lost everyone's trust and every time i post a blog post it is almost the same people who comment every time, and i really think it is time for you all to know something, tis not something i lied about but something i told you all about and have told you about... nightmares, the miscarriage, the depression, but what is really sticking me in the side isthe fact that i have lost all of my friends but a few's trust and it is really hurting me that no one trusts me and if everyone thins im just looking for attention i not i am truly serenely in pain at all of these things im having nightmares that allend in the same way, i also a starting to have a drinking problum, and the miscarriage is ontop of that and then its this me not having your trust i feel like im being rejected by everone but a few and it is really making my heart ache that no one cares anymore that everyone wants to ignor me i feel just pur pain and agony and im feeling it over and over again and going through it once in my life was hard enough but uhg i don't even know why im trying when i know the same people are going to be the only ones to comment so why bother anymore
I care about you because you're such a special friend to me.
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but i already know youcare there is basicly just you and one other that will remane unnamed i tal to you and him the most in PM messaging and its just you and him who i know are the only one's that truly apsolutly care about me
Whoa, calm down. I care about everyone I follow, I just sometimes can't comment on all of their blogs, but I try. Sorry for missing yours.
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it's alright it's just with the people i have know for awhile know have stopped talking to me and i think i know why but i just need the profe first and i don't like acusing people but when they dont notes me por over a month than i start to think wow they must hate me for what i did
How long did it took to write a giant wall of text with good grammar when you have dislexya?
2497858 I'm always trying to look out for a friend who needs someone to be there for them in a time like this. I'm glad there's someone else who also helps you out besides me.
many of us care, but most of us also have busy lives.
2497885 I'm always open for talk if you're feeling lonely.
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why?....why are you so mean to me i didn't do anything to you yet you come on my blog posts and make fun of me for having a disorder that i cant controle and when im being honest with how i really write and showing how hard it is for me i try my best as i can to make it right but all you do is bring me down..... why
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but how many feel deep down inside that they think "wow i really cant trust this girl"
Honey, please believe me when I say this. You have many friends on here who care about you. I care about you. I've just been really busy with life these past few weeks I'm still in high school, and I also have a job at my family's dog training school. I wish I was able to talk to you all the time, to let you know that you are not alone. I don't know all that you have gone through, but what ever it is, it's in the past and the past needs to stay in the past. I like to live my life like my dogs. Forget the past, don't worry about the future & love unconditionally. That's my motto. Oh, and eat, pray, love. Can't go wrong with eatin' prayin' & lovin'. Especially the eating part. Ok, I need to stop. I'm gonna end up talking about food for hours and then I'll end raiding the fridge for leftovers, LOL. Yeah, I like food.
2497918 remember, my trust is hard to get back. Some of it is returning, just slow.
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i understand
i care about you because you are a nice friend
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thank you
2497950 your welcome and what is the sad face that you put at the end of your reply
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i see it as a weird kind of face cus piinkie looks like she has a smile on but has been crying i sometimes use it but not often
2497973 ok
There are plenty of reasons why people don't respond to blogs. I'm not sure if you're looking for specific people to blog, but uh we do care about you.
I'm just doing too much lurking, lurking (yes, I meant to say that twice), reading, writing (which I seem to be getting worse at), editing, or more reading to respond to every blog.
Not to mention I'm not good at leaving comments on anything unless it is something I know extremely well, so you could only guess the amount of comments I leave in blogs.
Have you considered trying to do more things on the site? Like collabing with someone or maybe reading someone's story and commenting on it? If you're just blogging for most of the time you're here, it leaves... well I can't really explain it well, but expanding your reach throughout the site is pretty good.
I mean you actually get quite a number of comments for your blog unlike mines... which clearly shows in the end that lots of people care about you as well as I.
Don't feel rejected, sometimes you just have to stretch out more that's all.
2497889 ....You're kidding, right?
Aww.....
We still are here for you.
Maybe people are busy?
That's what I usually have....
We all care about you!
Of course we do!
Sorry if I didn't comment on your last ones...I'm just busy, but I'm sorry, I will try to comment more...in case it actually matters what I think...XD
I care about you, I know we don't talk much and I apologize for that. To be honest I spend all my days (since I joined FiMfiction) reflecting on what I've been reading, who I've been talking to, what I can do to be apart of this amazing community, and hype myself for what the next chapter brings me. You, Calm Wind, and few other authors really make my time spent on FiMfiction all the more sweeter, because we are
friends 
. I know I can't be there physically, but I'll be there to listen to what you have to say. My family and friends mean the world to me. 
Sorry...but I tried to talk with you, but you didn't reply
And about blogposts...I don't usually comment on any blogposts, unless I have something to say...Because I don't have time :/ So please don't take it as I don't care...I am...just busy with school, trainings...you know what I mean.
So, sorry...
2498030 Not really. With all those pity blog posts and lies it wouldn't be a surprise. Cuz you know her comments are not well written, so why a giant wall of text is well written?
2499095 There is so many mistakes in her blog. It's not well written. However, I could read what she is saying.
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thats all right
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with my comments i don't worry about those cus unless they have a long kind of comment i don't usually pay much mind to it cus people know what i am saying and they know what i mean and with my blogs i try to write them with less errors so people can understand and read what i am saying even with the gramer mistakes its spelling i have trouble with the most and i use spell cheek when i write and i try to make it perfect even though i never end up making it perfect.
And i would appreciate it if you didn't bring up all the lies and the past cus im trying to get it behind me and its kind of hard to do that when everywhere i am on fimfiction i see comments about the lies so i would really appreciate it.
Oh and i don't want to block you i don't want to report you cus it makes me feel bad and i cant make you unfollow me but what i can do is ask you to pleas do not post a comment on my page or blogs that you know will bring me down or you think will offend me cus i have to go back to something we all learned in kinder-garden if you don't have something nice to say don't say it at all
2499370 You are making too many "I hate myself" blog posts. Don't you want to leave it all behind? Start making blog post about nice thing, like your stories and other thing that makes people people happy not sad.
Saying sad things will only get you sadder.
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this wasnt a blog to say i hate my self this was a blog to say if anyone still knew i am real or if they think i am something less than fake i don't post i hate y self blogs anyore cus people will just think i am trying to get attention when there is no need for me to try when i know im not wanted around but i don't post those anymore when there is no use trying when i know only 2 people will truly help me this blog was just asking a question...... does anyone care?.... i might end up refrasing what i said in this blog in the future cus what i tyeped is not what i meant to say but i don't want anyone to think im looking for attention when im not and when i don't need it and when i don't want it