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kudzuhaiku


She's looking at you. Yes you. And she is judging you with her eyes. There is no escape.

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  • 54 weeks
    It's late

    But my brain isn't quiet. I'm stoned out of my goddamn gourd. Don't worry, it is just my usual regimen of drugs. That's how I spent a lot of my time now. Wasted. Doesn't really help with the pain much, but makes it a bit more tolerable. All of my drugs cost over 5 grand a month. That's what it takes to keep me going. I'm in somewhat better shape because of all of it, and there's a few bright

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  • 64 weeks
    Cyborgification is potentially a-go

    Finally found a doctor that didn't run screaming upon seeing my spine images and xrays. The team is coming together. Met with the neurosurgeon the other day, and he thinks I am an ideal candidate for augmentation. The transition is happening, I think. I still have to pass a psych evaluation and other steps, but I am closer now than ever. First I'll have the trial run; they'll sink electrodes into

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  • 94 weeks
    Today, life changes forever.


    It's been a long, long road to get to this point. A big thank you to everyone who has been with me during this journey.

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  • 94 weeks
    Big changes are happening


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  • 118 weeks
    I suppose it is time for an update

    Been meaning to this, and I've become the King of Pro-Crasty Nation. I kept wanting to report, but there was nothing to report, no good news at all, so I just... didn't. Sorry. Went a bit silent on my end. It just sorta happened.

    I finally got a lawyer willing to take up my case. After that, things started happening.

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May
18th
2014

Berry Punch hates Twilight's castle · 9:00am May 18th, 2014

Yes, my sweet Berry Punch. Staunch anti-monarchist. I saw this on Tumblr and nearly died.

In other news, I had about four hours of sleep. I finally burned out after midnight and I was awake before four am. Every four or five seconds my leg, just below the knee, recreates the type five tibia plateau fracture that shattered and internally severed my leg. Every four or five seconds I can feel my leg exploding, again and again. Several inches of bone turned to powder in an instant. As I woke up, I realised that this is all I have to look forward to for the rest of my life. Feeling that. I laughed, perhaps a little bit maniacally, and hugged my beagle, who was really pissed off that I woke her from her beauty rest.

After having only four hours of sleep over a fifty hour period.

I feel great lemme tell you. Never felt better. The good news is, I am starting to see weird shit in the corners of my vision. Wait, that's good news? Well, yeah, having the The Fear worked for Dr. Thompson. Uh, Uncle Duke killed himself. Well, yeah, yeah he did, but he wrote awesome things while having The Fear.

Pinhead sends his regards.

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Comments ( 13 )

Lol! Wow.

For those interested in more of those .gifs, they're made by Thee-Linker on Reddit. Here's his tumblr -

http://i-animate-ponymotes.tumblr.com/

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It's glorious.

That sounds like a ghost pain, don't they stop after the first few months?

Ouch, that sounds horrible. Sorry to hear that. :fluttercry:

At least that gif was hillarious. :twilightblush:

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Going on two years now. Will be three soon.

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How do you put up with it? :fluttercry:

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I don't know to be honest. I had my accident back in 2011, December the 7th.

I just don't give up. They told me I would never walk again.

I am. Sort of. I was too stubborn to quit. Each step is agonising, but it is better than being in a wheelchair.

I don't know how I keep going to be honest.

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:pinkiesad2:

I have to give you props then, I don't think I'd be willing to put up with It. :unsuresweetie:

Does It ache when the weather gets sucky?

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Yeah. Cold and damp makes the cheap metal swell up. I can feel the threads in the screws pulling and popping against the bone.

They used steel, rather than something a bit better like titanium.

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I thought they only used titanium when fixing legs and arms. :applejackunsure:

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Workers comp case.

I wasn't worth the extra expense.

I got cheap steel. More cost effective.

I need my knee replaced too, but that didn't happen.

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I'm guessing you live here in America, where the citizens are less important than money.

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