Do do dooo doo do da dum! (sing a happy song when you're sad)

Whatever to do with my desire to write but without the words flowing to a level I find decent? sing random songs? work on drawings? look of things to read? consider going boarding even though it's just a little to nippy outside? oh the problems of the college student who is crushed by debt and can barely afford to pay rent and feed himself... it's one of those weird things to know that being single doesn't even bother me unless I start to think about how much I like being able to talk to someone when I want a release from all of the stress or at least someone who can comfort you when you feel nothing but dread or sorrow or even fear at what lays ahead of you... well I can at least write songs better than normal in these kinds of moods where I lack the attention span to work on big works but need something to write. Wooooo this is a really really really long sentence (paragraph?) and I don't even know where I should have fixed it and don't really care to find out in this moment... well um I'mma be done blogging shiz now, goodnight (morning?)