Story Updates and Apologies

First off, I want to extend my usual apology for the lack of story updates. I know I sound like a broken record at this point, however I do mean that, I'm very sorry that I haven't posted a new story in...what like 9 months now? >.< Ugh.

I wish I could throw something along the lines of 'Oh I was busy!' or 'Life got in the way!' but honestly. I just got scared and a lazy :(

As I've mentioned in the past, I'm very negative about my writing, I feel its never good enough to post and usually either rewrite it several times, or just give up and post it to get it over with and am surprised that it isn't hated most of the time...You'd think I'd learn to stop worrying at some point :/

Sadly that has been one of the major factors for my lack of updates the past few months. I got lazy for a while and stopped writing, and then once I did start thinking about getting back into it, nothing I wrote felt 'good enough' to make up for the lost time. So I delayed writing for longer, and then grew even more worried about it. And the cycle continues...

I'm determined to get a story update done very soon (Yeah how many times have you heard that one? :/ ) Right now I'm aiming to get something done before the Season 4 premier, however given that's only a few days away, don't hold your breath :P

Despite my constant excuses and lack of work done. I refuse to give up. I do love writing and I won't be swayed by some negative thoughts any longer.

Wow, this is getting long, sorry about that :/ Just to wrap up...

Twist Ending: I'm still bouncing a few ideas around on how to continue this one. Sadly when I started writing it I only really planned out the first chapter or two (As I'm oft to do) and as a result I kinda ran out of steam and need to think up where to go from here.

5 Days a Strangemare: I know WHERE I want to go with this one, but I don't know exactly how to get there at the moment :/ Like Twist Ending I came up with a vague idea, wrote the prologue and then realized I had nothing else to work with.

I'm eager to continue both stories, I just need to stop worrying and start writing again.

TLDR: I'm still alive, just being my usual negative and lazy self. Will post a story update very soon, I Pinkie Promise.