Uh-Oh... · 10:46pm Sep 22nd, 2013
So, as I work through my third chapter to Unravelling, I have come to find that my original theory with my connection to characters is quite stuck. Unfortunately, it seems that I take on, to an extent, the basic mentality of the main character of the stories I write.
Nothing all too new: I always acted different after watching a movie for the first time, or first reading through a good novel. The problem is that even though I'm sleeping, I constantly feel like I've been sleep deprived for weeks, and I feel like my mind is starting to unhinge. I'm certain this is merely a part in my connection with my characters and such, but it's shown me that I should probably be more attentive when writing, maybe limit myself to writing certain things only when I can afford the side-effects.
I could complain, sure, but then I would be dismissing the blessing of being a method actor, though a double-edged blade it may be. This also means that I may have to cool off a little between replies to comments, simply because I'm not in my more rational mind. I want to thank anypony who puts up with my apparent quirk, and I would very much like to thank all my readers, and especially my followers, who five me somepony to write for. It's not fun writing if nopony reads it or cares.
Anyways, I suppose I should really get focused on finishing this story so my mind can return to it's norm, and so I don't feel like a zombie in my classes, though oddly enough, the *ahem* new mindset *cough* allows me to grasp some concepts more easily now. So, not a total loss in the meantime. I just wish this wasn't expected to be a much longer story than it stands as now.
Thank you for your time. ~CC
