Just when you think you have everything under control...

Something always pops up when you think you have everything under control doesn't it? I'm not one to talk about my life (because If I did, we'd be here for years.) but because it will impact my fic writing I feel I must inform you guys....well, they couple of you that might actually care...

So, I had a pretty good morning helping my nan cook plenty of cupcakes for a charity sale and a couple regular cakes for sale at a family owned cafe. I were having a good laugh and we were all happy until I went home where I found my mum still asleep (this is around 2:25 pm). This isn't because she's lazy (even thought she is), no this is because she is an alcoholic. She had around 12 cans (that I know of), but my mums problem s that she hides beer around the house for her to drink when she think no-one's around. But this time, there was. I was sat happily at home playing GTA 5 when I heard her slowly walk upstairs, walk into her bedroom then back downstairs.

Given that this isn't the first time she's been like this, I went to go look. I found that had hidden four cans of beer inside her wardrobe. So, I picked up the cans... only to be greeted when I stood up by my younger brother. He doesn't like it when I shout or yell because I am the families calm one. So I calmly walk downstairs, placed the cans on the desk in front of her and walked out of the door, telling her that I won't be back until she kicks the habit.

But, I feel like a monster, because I have left my little brother alone with her and my dad. But I feel safer knowing my dad's there because he's a good man, who I hope will help my mum. Then, just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, my older brother (who has a drug addiction) phoned my aunties, who i'm living with, saying that he want's to kill himself because of the state he got himself into with all the drugs and money he has lent. He went to stay with another auntie to get some help and to try and kick his habit.

So, there you guys have it needless to say I don't think i'll be writing for a while...I wont be sleeping tonight either and I have college tomorrow...fantastic....

P.S. If you need me, I'll be surfing through cute pictures of ponies for a while.