24th Apr 2012 wow its been that long... semi rant/look back on old times

So today I was getting off of a early 3rd shift (lucky me) and I was just viewing my history of favorites. I dont have record of all my favorites so I could see the phases I went by, Would had been nice. well to get to the meat of this post I got to thinking its been at least a 14 months and it made me wonder what have I been doing/trying to do with this hobby. Well boys and girls it looks like going by my PC history and old files/fodders of line art. it seems I try to dip my hands into fanfiction writing (this had to be at like the start of finding this website) and an ask blog.

I can't seems to find any of my poor ass writing and maybe its for the best given the old icon I found it seems it would had been a trashy and poorly written story it from what I can find on it was an grim dark tale of pinkie pie and fluttershy/ OC with terror mask so in a nutshell a shitty read. (terror mask come from Splatterhouse)

the 2nd "project" seems to had took form and took off but only lasted 2 months I believe I had shut down "bronze mass" due to inability to keep it up and the fact the blog didn't take off with questions being asked as hoped.

With that said. I was looking at how many story's were left undone or the authors just left as I was going and removing favorites story's. lol just this year I learn how to use the read later tab I'm so stupid. but overall looking at my "history" kinda bug me a bit. I understand with any subgroup or fad or whatever you wish to call this. people come and go and leave or stay for a bit and leave and come back etc.

But If you have no plans to come back or end your story. I think at least you can tell you readers that they I canned this story or I have no plans to keep doing this.

Maybe I just became more jaded as time went on or thing no longer were as fresh as they start out hard to say.

to whomever run across post. I don't mean to come off as a big dick. if I did, its 4am and I really shouldn't be typing just had a feeling I need to type no real reason other then I felt I need to put my ideas out on the internet and let them run free