Finally seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow · 9:52pm Jun 23rd, 2023
Only took me like half a year to get one again. Perione recommended by my friend who should actually prescribe a decent dose of an HD stimulus medication not the paltry 10 mg A-day. My last doctor Di was very honest in the intake forms about how I'm just eating meth insense. My dopamine pathways are all F***** you up from my s***** childhood psychiatrist not realizing at depression and anxiety and so treating my inability to get absolutely anything done that. Wasn't backed up by fear of discipline or super interesting and fun by just prescribing more and more 80HD meds. So now it's impossible for me to get anything done without stimulants coursing through my body. I mean I can't get stuff done but f****** sucks. I hate doing stuff when I'm off meds when I'm on meds. I just have to get myself to do the right stuff and today. I'm in it to do the right stuff by actually getting a psychiatrist appointment also shut out 2 to me applying for another Obama phone because that. Really? Helped when my phone was being dumb? I used my Obama phone and when the Obama phone was being dumb. I used to my phone so her Rafe. For having 2 phones it's really helpful anyway so yeah I finally am going to hopefully get some proper ADHD medication tomorrow and then. I can just save methamphetamine for fun times instead.
hey, that's good news! :D