Still stalling in terms of progress. I gave into Arcus asking me to play games with him again because I really do miss him sometimes and playing games is our thing we've pretty much always done together. It's a real bromance thing and as much as I know that I should be spending time rewriting early chapters and writing new content for you all, I just can't turn him down every time he asks because I don't show him enough appreciation as it is, nor do I show enough to the rest of you either.

As well as that, I've had other personal reasons as to why I've not been writing. Namely, I'm weak and suffer from social anxiety as well as depression.

Though the depression has mostly gone away, the effects of having it for seven to eight years straight aren't exactly easy to live down.

It changes who you are, especially if you have to go through it during the most important years of finding out who you truly are (your teens / early adulthood.)

So, while the depression is mostly gone, the ways it changed me as a person will always stick around and when my social anxiety decides to be a cunt, oh boy, does it feel like it swings back full pelt.

So I was sitting in front of my door in a nervous breakdown by the end of the day.

...Yup.

I'm not trying to grab pity, I'm admitting my weakness in an attempt to show you that I'm just another guy through all (what little) I've done and hopefully admitting this will encourage me to seek help... maybe.

So yeah, I'll try to get some writing done tomorrow. Sorry I'm so slow, I wish I wasn't. I envy Fuzzy.