You ever have imposter syndrome towards your own ability to communicate.

Like every once in a while I get this deep sense of dread that no word I have ever said has maid sense and people have just worked around that.

These are just scant moments but like wtf brain.

Besides from that shit post I sometimes get envious of the personality of some consistent commentators out there

Shout out to GMblackjack keeping their comments real since 2016 may they find joy in service to the great and mighty slaanesh one day

Are we sure PH.D doesn’t stand for pretty huge ****

Fuck man I can beat the red mist and purple tear but a little boy who learned about nihilism and a boohoo my husband is dead lady fuck me up?!

Also blue reverberation from what I can tell would easily fall to best god

Praise the master of pleasure

Also I am pondering if I am doing this right. Like I want to emulate a fraction of coreofmidus’s seemingly entertaining and therapeutic rants but I just need to accept that I need to find my own way even if it is scary.

Also for anyone playing library of ruina this is for you, I made did the malkuth final thingy and beat the queen of love and hatred so today was a good day!