well this blog is mainly about my brain....yea i talk to myself sometimes what you have a problem with that if so then deal.

anyhoof i am going to let my brain speak for me sometimes and stuff but not on here though.

~Cao!

well i made a bet with Squid-Jesus saying if I could make 3 different stories that would be good........I guess i am okay with that, but now im not i am working in over drive and am verry busy.

1.Portals X (Ch. Drafts) X (Check) X (Finished)
2.Ponies FTW (check) (Ch. Drafts) X (Check) X (Finished)
3.A Love That Harbours Lost In Memories (check) (Ch. Drafts) X (Check) X (Finished)

okay i am back online and ready!

Well i am not gonna be back on till maybe hmm random time tomorow.....sooooooo pm me and expect to get a response at a random time tomorow...night.

Well my decisions in my past are comming back to haunt me and put me in despair....again.

Being alone is lame I wish she didn't leave.
Now I cant forget.

A great man once said

“When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give Cave Johnson lemons! Do you know who I am? I’m the man who’s gonna burn your house down! With the lemons! I’m gonna get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!”

I feel like.........like.............no one............like a piece of nothing drifting in the wind.....sad, yet hilarrious.

You know what is so fucking hillarious about it, Everything.....even how she tricked me and how I thought that she was my friend how I had trusted her.....that is what is so fucking funny the time and the tragedy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I feel so alone right now......so lonely. I miss her. I am the only being alive.
Sad.

Meh Life is hatin' on me now, and I really am feeling hate. but only for that...............................................................................................................................someone. *sigh* screw it.

~Cao.