While other people are sleeping (considering it's 03:xx am over here) I'm downstairs writing a one-shot story for all my reader before I get cut off again xD. Like the says, 'I'm so normal' I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving. We don't celebrate thanksgiving over here in the UK, but I thought I'd say that because I'm a nice person, right? *cricket noises* 'FINE THEN!!!'. Naah! I'm kidding, I love you all. I hope your future holds great things

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I'm sorry to say that I will be cut off the internet soon, but not forever (you can't get rid of me that easily *evil laugh* xD). I'm not sure when I'll be cut off, it will be sudden. So I am gonna make the most of my time on here. Also with the new season just starting I guess I won't be watching that :/. Well, I hope you all understand. Plus it will be a while before I be back because the bill is £120.30 which is about $194.84.

P.S. Feel free to ask any questions if you don't understand.

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You'll be happy to know that there will be no more depressing blogs, because I will talk to someone about it instead of posting it. Most of my problems are minor, stupid and sometimes just right down ridiculous, anyway there are people out there who would rather be in my situation that their's, right? So what am I complaining for? And I would like to explain one part of my previous blog. I wasn't killing myself because of my delay on Chapters, in a way. If you think about it, stress is Jenga.

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I tried to commit suicide last night and tonight, and as you can tell, both failed. I wish they didn't, then I would've been gone doing (almost) everyone a favor, I mean admit it, I'm a waste of space. I can't even update my story regularly. I can't remember the last time I smiled for more than 2 minutes. Sometimes I feel like I have no one to talk to because I don't know anyone going through the same thing I am. So, anyway, sorry for being depressing, but ever since this 'Kathryn' business,

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I can't! I get to college on a Monday morning and people stare at me like I'm some kind of freak, people in my class ignore me, the teachers treat me horribly (and they don't think I notice, the idiots). So after a long day at college I head home, which takes me around about hour from college (I walk an hour there and an hour back every Monday & Tuesday since I can't get the bus), when I get home on a Monday around 5:20pm, it's nice and peaceful, since my mum is down my sisters and my uncle is

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After I started becoming 'Kathryn', things were getting better, I could finally get those suicidal thought out of my head, my depression was practically gone, I could smile for real and I could finally get some sleep (which was bliss ). Now, I get angry more easily and I'm also, more depressed, can't sleep, eating less and my suicidal thought are now always there. I have had counselling ever since I was 14, I now go to a youth group which gives me

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I've been seeing a friend that I haven't seen for years. It's been a few months now, and we've been seeing each other more and more. He or I should say she, is helping me through, who I am (last blog). I know she can't tell me who I am, only I can do that, but on Tuesday night, when I slept round her house, she did give me a make over (let me explain, she wants to be a beautician, and I decided to be her guinea pig xD), surprisingly

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Well, let's get this over with. I'm worried as you can probably tell by the title of this blog. I'm also confused all the time. I feel like I don't know who I am, or who I am meant to be I'm also feeling isolated and feel depressed most of the time. All I need is answers, but one answer will changed my life. I'll get called a freak, a weirdo, names I don't even want think about. I'll also get rejected by my own family, I'll have nowhere to go. I'll just come out and say it (type

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It's good to be back. OMGosh, 3 messages, 259 feeds and 52 notifications. Hahaa! I haven't been gone that long. So guys, are you happy to see me?
I hope you are, Chapter 5 will be up soon. I'm so grateful for the send of going back last month, thank you so much
I hope marineproductions100, APoeticHeart, Rarityfan87, Spikester and the rest of my good friends on FiMFiction are doing well. So guys, how are you doing?

THIS IS NOT ANOTHER PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR THE DELAY OF CHAPTER 4!!!

Me and my family are having financial problems. We barely have any food to eat and have nearly been kicked out twice. We have decided to get rid of our internet I hope you understand. If things pick up we may get it again, but that's very unlikely. All I can do is hope that you understand and say thank you to the many friends I have gained on here. Sorry and goodbye (maybe forever)
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