This problem has been going on for a year and a half , the problem is that I begin to worry about stuff almost always, when I don't worry I'm always begin to make stuff hard, always making my family disappointed on me. When I try to calm down I'm always thinking about mlp and other stuff I like, but somehow something inside of me say that I am a worthless person, always wasting food, money, knowing no one give a crap about me. I'm always want to be useful, making people smile, proud of them