daily update number who knows maybe technically number one:

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I have a lot of diagnosis. Bipolar type two. High Functioning Autism Spectrum Disorder. Gender Dysphoria. Attention Deficit Disorder. Executive Dysfunction Disorder. Post-traumatic Stress Disorder. These are fun as they all mix together in just the most fun ways. Can't pay attention because of the ADD, can't force through it because of the EDD, Don't have people in part thanks to ASD, in a depressive swing downwards thanks to the Bipolar, and fucking stressed because of all of that and the

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I finished chapter two for Vitam and am trying to switch back to Apples, Oranges, and PokeHearts. Mostly I am not certain what happens next. I have a big list of things that should happen at some point but yeah, which is next is the question. If anyone wants to help me choose I am more than willing to chat via pm. I really have too many characters for this story. One of my items on the list is introduce the other half of the town...there are currently 30 named characters in my notes and there

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So I have always had a problem with hyper focus on projects. I want to force myself out of that. I am working on a new story, one which will will hopefully be updated at least twice a month though lets be fair I don't stick to schedules like that. This is in addition to Apples, Oranges, and Pokehearts, which will hopefully be updated twice a month at least as well. It shouldn't be too much of a problem as I can write a somewhat absurd amount of words when I can focus in a month. My record is

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I was recently diagnosised with Autism. Which is a thing I have suspected for a while now but you know nice to have official diagnosis and what not. I also have had a cold, well bronchitis which is basically cold plus, and so I have been in a funk but thankfully it hasn't been much of an emotional thing. That is till today. I feel so off. Like there is something wrong and that I fucked up somehow. I don't really know how I did that but I can't seem to get in any writing because of it. Which is

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So I sort of noticed that I kill my main characters at the begining of nearly every single story I write. That is probably a problem.

So as the title suggests I may have started another fiction. I mean do you ever feel like you wrote yourself into a corner with older stories and are kinda of tired of trying to write the same damn thing differently each time? Because I do. Well I do now. After three unfinished fictions. I mean who is to say I may just have an issue with finishing things...I mean I do, hurray executive dysfunction...but yeah so here it is again. But here we are again me telling you lot about how I have a new

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Just an update. So July is Camp Nano, well the second one this year, and I am doing a pony project for that. I've wanted to get back to my roots for a while but I keep having to juggle my muse's demands which are so very fickle and the fact that I feel like I keep writing myself into corners. So I am going to rewrite something from earlier. I know most of my works are reworks of the first one but this is the first time I have actually had a full project to work off of. So yeah that means again

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So maybe I should slow down but that would me less writing which just isn't going to happen. I hope you like them though. Don't worry I won't be killing anypony anytime soon. Well save for the villagers and what not.

How often should I update? I am already at 3.4k for the next chapter though little happens in it. I think this one might be a long one though as I still have at least one more thing to get to. To be fair long ones for me are 10k words so we shall see. I think I want to avoid chapters like that. Cut them into smaller chunks just to have more updates. but yeah do you guys want me to sit on things longer and maybe even edit the darn thing. I don't normal do that but boy should I have for the

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