8 years and I still miss him. A piece of my heart died that day. I miss that he would be 25 now, and living away from home, in a job he never imagined possible. He was so full of possibilities. I remember him every single day 💕🦄🎈🌈 To Matthew, much love, Mum

7 years since my gorgeous boy left us, I feel him when I see a rainbow, remember him too, because the rainbow carries our memories and keeps him alive in our hearts

3 years ago today, my most beautiful boy in the whole world took his own life. You knew him as DaemoN67, I knew him as Matthew. I couldn't protect him, and I still don't really know what could have been so bad that he felt he had no option other than death. He was loved.

Now joined by both his grandparents, - for me, the last 3 years have sucked.

I miss you, love always, Mum

And so we are here again, my 3rd one on this site,

Today in Australia it is R U OK Day! It is a day where depressed and lonely people are acknowledged, and we (the people of Australia), are encouraged to ask the people we know, are they doing ok?
So my question to you is R U OK?
If you are feeling sad, hopeless, alone or depressed, please seek help, because each and every one of you is more loved and cared for, than you could ever imagine!

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Well, here we are 2 years later.

I just hope you all remember Matthew for the funny, kind person he could be.

Please share your memories of him, I would love to hear them.

Matthew Bond 16/02/1996 - 28/07/2013

With much love, Mum

Today, 19 years ago I welcomed the most gorgeous baby boy into the world! This is also the 2nd birthday we haven't been able to celebrate. They say time heals everything, but I think that you just learn to live with the sadness and loss as being the new normal. But today, I choose to remember the funny, gorgeous boy, who will remain a boy forever.

Happy 19th birthday Matthew x

Love Mum xox

Well, it seems like forever that I have been able to post something! Most of you would know that I am not the most computer literate person, and I have been having a horrible time on this site! I couldn't blog, or respond to posts, the only thing I could do was send a private message once, and then I couldn't reply back again, I would have to send a new message!

I read the error message and logged out and back in, and Whoo hoo it is working again.

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Well I wanted to replace my last blog as I am not so sad!

It is spring in Australia, trees are blossoming, my roses are flowering, the days are sunny and I'm spending precious time with my Dad who now lives with me as he has Alzheimer's.

My daughter is gorgeous, and is growing into an amazing young lady, who is kind and caring.

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Well I'm a bit sad, the changes made on this site, now no longer say when a person was last on, so my precious record of when Matthew was last on here, has gone. I know there are other ways of me recording that, but I'm still sad.......

Today in Australia it is R U OK Day! It is a day where depressed and lonely people are acknowledged, and we (the people of Australia), are encouraged to ask the people we know, are they doing ok?
So my question to you is R U OK?
If you are feeling sad, hopeless, alone or depressed, please seek help, because each and every one of you is more loved and cared for, than you could ever imagine!

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