Hey everybody, Paradox is sad today. . .

Why? Because he worked so hard on the most recent chapter and nopony commented.

Now, let me explain something. . . when no one comments, he doesn't work as hard or fast. Sometimes he even stops working altogether. Comments save books.

And now, to Wish I Was There, we need to figure out why you aren't able to help Para with CMO/

About 1-2 years ago, my aunt married a hispanic man named JR. Today, I was told that he was on life support. And that they will be pulling the plug this afternoon. After wich, he'd have a few minutes to hours to live.

. . .

I'm gonna miss him.

And because the funeral will be held on Saturday, I'm going to be gone until Sunday. So no blogs or stories until then.

I'm in total shock, my hands are shaking.

I haven't felt like this since my grandfather, (on my father's side) died.

No matter how hard I try, the things that hurt me still find me.

So, no updates of any sort today. Or tomorrow. Or the day after. Or for awhile.

The only thing my head is screaming is. . .

IT'S SO UNFAIR!!

(on a related note, I feels like I'm about to pass out.)

Why was there a vote? When was there a vote?

Why can't I get over it?

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I failed. I wanted a job here, but now I have no choice but to move back.

I don't want to.

But, I saw it coming from a long ways away.

The last little bit of my spirit is crushed. My urge to write is gone.

All my thoughts now revolve around one thing:

I cannot claim my own happiness.

I'll never be able to.

From getting kicked out of the only internet group I've been in, to being unable to fill out an application without shutting down.

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