if anybody actually ever checks this page, i'll just make sure this is here.

i'm not coming back.

it's not that i don't want to; i want to, so very much. the show, the fandom, the commmunity - all of it really helped me when i really needed help.

i just can't. that fire, spark, whatever you want to call it - it's dead. extinguished, blown out, whatever. i don't have the will.

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