Okay so first off I wanna apologize for making so many posts today. Not in the best state rn, I didn't get to take my anti-depressants this morning so I've been super depressed all day, not to mention my hormone crap has been playing on me and driving me insane, and making me freaking question again, and now we're kinda back to square one. I wanna say thank you to all the people who've stuck by me, and I hope I can try and be a person I can be comfortable with again.