I said nothing since the weekend half because I've been a bit ill and half because I really haven't been able to work out what it was I wanted to say. I knew within the first ten minutes of this week's treatment what was so profound about it, but if it was easy to encapsulate such profound sentiments in words, people would be doing it regularly. They are not, much to the chagrin of many. Luckily, I have experience with words, philosophical thinking, and evolutionary psychology, but even so, I

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I had to really think hard about exactly what was worth saying. It should be of no significant surprise to say there is an awful lot going on with my mind right now, but it makes sense to me to talk about the thing most important to where I am at this exact moment, as that is where i can be the most specific and give the most detail.

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So, treatment three down.

At the end of my second session, I used two metaphors for sessions one and two to describe them to a fellow participant who was obviously not getting the same depth of experience that I did: the first was like hitting a rusty old screw with a worn-down head with a hammer to loosen it up for removal; the second was like peeling back layers of the mind and then putting them back carefully enough to smooth out any ripples or blemishes.

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I've said a lot in the past about the effects and my experience of depression. In turn, I feel it would be remiss of me not to post about one of those rare bit of good news.

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https://www.fimfiction.net/story/294264/better-late-than-never

I can't wait to read this. I wonder what will happen. Will it bring closure?

I'm skipping school to go have a Mental Health Day (Watching Infinity War).

Plus I may have a light story about a Dream I had last month. Albeit the detailing is a bit fabricated apart when it comes to the jumbled mess that is a dream.

I wonder if anyone here notices themselves projecting a lot onto characters. For me, as a younger teenager, I definitely found myself getting lost in literary universes, notably The School for Good and Evil. It felt comforting to have this perfect yet nonsensical high school world, where somehow people would get an education in magic, evil, and witchcraft rather than practical skills like math and science. I found myself getting lost in a different book series at the time called the Lunar

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Yo,

Stress + Work + More STRESS = Worst weeks I've had in a while.

Changing up some things both mentally and physically. Eating way less while getting to bed at a decent time.

Speaking of sleep, I need to catch them, so here's a final little blurb. Going to focus on writing some more. No gaurantees, because life is NUTS at the moment, but I will try my hardest to write some new content. Chapters, stories--idk. Whatever pops in my head will be what I write down.

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