About a year or two ago, I got out of a semi-abusive relationship with a girl that convinced me that she loved me. We got along great, we always hung out and laughed together, and I was happy at last to share my innermost self with someone I cared about.
(Art by me).
I am not writing this from a happy place. I'm sure I am not alone in this, but I sometimes feel terrible in the art I make. Not so much my writing as of late, that has been coming out alright. What I mean to say, is despite so many hours, I can't seem to get any progress done on drawing/painting.
Back in February, I asked the admin if I could get access to the NSFW channel of a certain Discord server. They asked me to send them screenshots of my Twitter account and other accounts where I have NSFW content.
After doing so, they said that I cannot be granted access because of the "graphic nature of my fanfictions" and the staff will conduct an investigation for my context. I haven't heard from them ever since.
New chapter for What They Hope to Find is out! I talk about what's next after the jump, but before that, a quick anecdote:
Last night, my family was having trouble finding something to watch together. My nine-year-old son didn't have any ideas, but he pretty much shot down every suggestion we had. Eventually, out of frustration and half-serious, I say, "Let's just watch ponies."
Husband: I like ponies. Sure.
Two-year-old Baby Girl: Can we watch ponies?
Nine-year-old Son: No!
Before we jump into things I want to apologize for being a lump when it comes to writing. It’s been over a year and a half since I wrote anything and frankly I’m not sure when or if that will change. I still have stories I want to tell but I’m too damn lazy with the down time I have to actually do it. I know, “excuses, excuses” right? I had someone follow me the other week and all I could think was "You poor soul."
I don't being we had the pleasure of meeting. My name is Keira and my mom is giving my problems. I'm on the verge of taking her head, twisting it like screw, pulling it off, DRINKING THERE BLOOD AND DOING THE SAME TO THE REST OF THEIR FUCKING BODY!!!!! I WANT TO RIP HER EYES OUT SHOW HER MY MASTERPIECE!!! Guess what~? IT'S YOU, BITCH!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW I BECAME YOUR FUCKING CHILD BUT I'M SURE NOT YOUR LITTLE BABY BITCH ANYMORE!!!! And you think I'm Ok with you
I'm safe. I'm not suicidal or anything. This is just a vent blog. I'm trying to help 4 different homeless friends right now in various ways, but
I finally found a job! I am no longer in a poor situation as far as living conditions are concerned, but I lost a friend and owe said former friend quite a bit of money. As long as I can cover additional costs my grandparents are letting me stay here rent free and helping with college expenses. All in all I am not where I want to be, but I am in a good place.
So i already know i will look back on this post and think of how dumb i sounded and maybe it's because i'm currently in the middle of a mental breakdown but i had a thought, what if i wrote about my life?
Truly, my family is cursed.
I said all I needed to about my father in my previous blog. There’s nothing new on that front. And again, I don’t like talking about my problems. But I just don’t care at this point. When you need to kick something, you find a wall to yell at before breaking a toe.
What’s worse is that yesterday was a wonderful time. An extravagant fund raising party set up for my father. Exhausting, but a great time. We all needed it.
Hi, Every-creature Heart here!.
Today, I am blogging about something that had bothered me for a while now, honestly I don't know why I haven't made a blog or did something about this myself - Life and mental health I suppose?, Or maybe I was just waiting for anyone to notice.
Why.. Isn't there a group for Rarity/Pinkie shipping! - I mean there's pretty much a group with Rarity with every other member of mane six, and I think Pinkie should have group with her as well!.
I’m uncertain of how to feel about this year. 2018 was the worst year of my life at the time which every following year being part of a downward spiral. And I recall 2021 being so miserable for me towards the end that I rarely left the house without a full flask on my person.
WHY IS THIS STUPID UNIMAGINATIVE GARBAGE CHARACTER NAME BEING THROWN AROUND AGAIN!?
It fell out of practice a couple of years back and now I am seeing it in the recommended stacks all over again. What in the bloody blazes is with this absolutely asinine bullshit?
Here's a few updates concerning the progress of my art requests, editing/proofreading requests, Snippets contest and story updates/new stories.
Death is ever present and you end up excepting and it falls to the back of your mind, until something brings it back to the forefront. That is exactly what happened, to me at work the other day. There was an accident out in the parking lot of my place of employment; a motorcyclist got into a collision with a bus and ended up going underneath the rear axle. He died before the paramedics got there... It's things like these that get you thinking about how fragile life really is. So that is
If there's one thing I can't bear to witness, it's people or family fighting and being at each other's throats on a daily basis. If y'all have any respect for those close to you, then you'll listen.
*HEADS UP - This was written days ago, sometime last week, when my mind was rolling in bad, dark stuff.*
Well, given the day before yesterday’s scare, it put things into perspective for me. Truth is, I never do admit how I’m feeling to anybody because each and every time I’ve tried to tell someone in my family that something is wrong or that I needed help, I always get insulted and / or ignored entirely.
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