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Shilic


Just a trans girl writing horseword stories while thinking about all the longer stories I could be writing. And then not writing them because I get easily distracted.

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    Hi yes I exist still imagine that, I don't write much anymore I wonder what's up with that?

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  • 91 weeks
    Potentially opening story commissions?

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  • 99 weeks
    Dear Princess Twilight...

    Today I learned a valuable lesson about writing stories.

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Jul
3rd
2022

Dear Princess Twilight... · 4:56pm Jul 3rd, 2022

Today I learned a valuable lesson about writing stories.



It turns out, there's not really any point spending days, weeks, months working on an idea you really care about, when you can just shit out a crackfic in an hour about committing exaggerated violence against a ludicrous strawman version of the literal poster childen of human villainy. Sure, those passion projects feel good to write, but shitposts with a political flavour will get you so much more engagement from all the racists coming out of the woodwork to express their distaste in a story where someone like them is the bad guy, and from all the non-bigots.on this site who are so desensitized to the hatred on this site they feel the need to like anything that goes against it on principle.

Every day I curse this world I live in, and this fandom I've found myself a part of. I curse the fact that so many people in this community based around a subject I love hate me on principle, that they missed the core moral of the show they claim to like. I curse the fact that all attempts to either remove that element or to move elsewhere to escape them had failed, because half of the people who try are petty elitist bitches who hate each other. Sometimes I wish I'd lost the coinflip, because at least then I'd be able to take solace in knowing there's more out there, and that there is something to blame.

Whatever. If the fandom is going to fuck, I can at least piss off a few Nazis on the way down. Maybe they'll take a long look at themselves in the mirror, but they'll probably just call me slurs on 4chan. I hope they send me screenshots, but you know how cowardly they are, so they probably won't.

Yours Truly,
Shilic (The other other one)

(P.S.: Sorry again about what happened in April. I really could have handled that better. Tell Pinkie I'm really sorry about the Gala, and that I feel real bad about how her reparation got put on the backburner. Though, that joke does get funnier the longer it gets, so she'll appreciate that I guess.)

Comments ( 1 )

Preaching to the choir, sister.

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