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Calmflame


Just a young stallion looking for some good stories.

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  • 93 weeks
    ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒ

    The title says it all. Today is my 21st birthday. I'm going to go play laser tag, get a new computer and hang out with my best mate. I'm a happy boy today😁😁😁😁.

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  • 93 weeks
    Im shaken... for a good reason.

    Ok so I'm pretty shaken up at the moment. Yesterday I went to my great grandmother's funeral and met up with lots of relatives. My grandparents came home with us and stayed the night. This morning they gave me a cheque for Β£2.5k for my 21 birthday in 2 days (they wanted to give it to me in person that's why I got it early).

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  • 96 weeks
    Im starting to get exited!

    I'm starting to get excited now because my 21st is in 18 days! I'm will be going to go on a week long skydiving course to be qualified to solo skydive and I will be getting a proper gaming computer among other things. I'm so exited!!!!πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜€

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  • 97 weeks
    Im blown away.

    Hello in my previous blog post I explained how I was not in a good place. I wrote it fully expecting no one to see it. I was wrong. I am blow away by the amount of support that I have received and I am thankful to every person who sent it.

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  • 97 weeks
    Im not in the best place right now...

    Hello. I doubt anyone will see this but I felt like I needed to tell someone about this. This morning my great grandmother died in her sleep at the age of 97. I was close to my great grandmother and her death has hit me pretty hard, further damaging my already unstable mental state. I feel as if my life is pointless and that I have nothing to live for. It hasn't gotten to the point of

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Im not in the best place right now... · 9:53pm Jul 2nd, 2022

Hello. I doubt anyone will see this but I felt like I needed to tell someone about this. This morning my great grandmother died in her sleep at the age of 97. I was close to my great grandmother and her death has hit me pretty hard, further damaging my already unstable mental state. I feel as if my life is pointless and that I have nothing to live for. It hasn't gotten to the point of contemplating suicide but... its close. I don't really have anything left to say. I'm still here but I feel hopeless.

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Comments ( 19 )

I see you.

Don't lose hope, my dude. We got you!

I've been there myself. My Grandma passed away the same way in January. She was 94. So try to hang in there. She'd want you to keep on believing in yourself and have faith that things will be all right.

I see why you might think that this is the only option left, but I hope you remember that there are people who love you and who are also grieving over the loss you suffered. You don't deserve to have had this happen to you, but killing yourself in response to it is not the answer. There are people here who may not know exactly what you're going through, but who are always here to listen to you and provide a comforting shoulder. Please remember that if you reach out, there will always be someone there to grab your hand

My condolences.

We all here for you. Don't give up!

I feel ya; we lost my mom's dad in January of this year. He was 96, and a WWII veteran.

You are seen.

You are loved.

You. Freaking. Matter.

Don't take the cowards way out.

It will only cause more pain than it would cure.

You just need to uncover the things that she loved,
Then you might feel better :)
Enjoy your day, be chill and stay cool!
Your new friend, Rexy :)

I'm so sorry for your loss I know how you felt when my grandmother died I was so close to her and when she was dying and passed of a heart attack I felt so depressed. do not lose hope my friend for your great-grandma is watching over you wanting you to live a happy fulfilled life and that she will be there for you in your sleep. You have your friends and loved ones with you always :twilightsmile:

I'm sorry to hear that. But your grandma lives on in your heart and will always be with you.

While I can't say I've felt what you have, I do know what that oppressive cloud of hopelessness feels like, and I wouldn't wish that upon anyone. So please, if you feel like you need someone to talk to, do not hesitate. Whether it's because you feel down, or just because you need a friend, I PROMISE you that you won't be judged. Please please, please don't ever consider committing, it is NOT the answer. It shouldn't even be an option.

Just remember that somewhere, someone believes in you, and wishes only the best for you.

-Much love, some person that worries a bit too much :heart:

Don't lose hope. We're all here for you. Right now it's difficult, but there is a light at the end of this. I promise you nobody here will judge you for needing someone to talk to. We're all here for you. We see you. Don't give up. You're strong. I believe in you. We all do.

Really sorry for your loss, I know from experience it can be hard at first but it will get better with time. Don't lose hope, she wouldn't want that.

Everything is gonna be okay

Hey, don’t lose hope. Life’s barely even started and plenty of good things are on their way.

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I will do my best to keep going

She'd want you live as she did; don't let her legacy be in vain: as Leonard Nimoy said while playing Spock, "live long and prosper."

I’m sorry for your loss. I hope you keep doing well.

oh I'm sorry about that

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