Despair · 9:35pm Feb 28th, 2022
These are my fellings
Guys, seeing this whole situation that is happening in the world, I feel that I am consumed by a very strong despair((
I am so tired of all these strained relationships between people in the world, and now THIS... I just.... I look at it, and I just don't want to live anymore... Sometimes it starts to seem to me, maybe suicide is not such a bad idea?
Why live in a world that is endlessly torn apart by conflicts. I feel like I'm stuck in some kind of nightmare that I can't wake up from.
Maybe if I get this over with, maybe then I won't have to live in this waking nightmare anymore?
I'm tired, I'm so tired...
Despair is one of the tests for our soul. However, Hope is a feeling that can cheer your spirit.
And why do you need to dramatize, for everyone to see? Don't you have a friend with whom you could have a heart-to-heart talk?
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I know it's basicly dramatization, but it's what I feel.
I wanted to pour out everything I feel because I can't keep it preasured anymore(( Thats where this blog came from
No, I don't have such friend.
Usually I am the one trying to cheer up people, who's mood are low (often), but not the way around, so, no, I don't have anyone with whom I could talk about things like that