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Betty_Starlight


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  • 22 weeks
    Out of estrogen!

    Yeah, the truth is, my mind isn't quite right, right now, because I had to stop taking my usual high doses of estrogen that help me... As such, I have an awful creative block. In the meantime, I've been doing a lot of yoga, meditation, and a little bit of getting high too, if I'm being honest. But fear not, for help is on the way! I've solved my insurance dilemma and early next year, I should be

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  • 49 weeks
    I think I know the real reason?

    I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a

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  • 50 weeks
    Something happened earlier...

    Hello dear blog! Sure has been awhile! Well, a 19-year-old brony has been reading my stories for YouTube lately and my channel here has gained some popularity because of that. But that's not the biggest part of it... Well, he told me earlier that my Filly Eyes story got him to think that maybe not everyone is awful... The story written by me, a hardcore misanthrope, somehow gave off that

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  • 65 weeks
    Cyber-Scootaloo and Cyber-Twilight

    So out of nowhere, I started writing a Fallout Equestria story yesterday! It's from the first-person perspective of a cyborg... Her name is Scootaloo and she was mortally injured in an accident and cryogenically frozen... Later, she was thawed and rebuilt as a cyborg to save her life! She is built for battle. Her titanium alloy carapace was made to sustain punishment and her metal legs are also

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  • 68 weeks
    The Changeling Metaphor

    A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage

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2022

Waifu? · 3:15pm Feb 27th, 2022

My waifu is (apparently) Trixie now, whether I want her to be or not... I'm writing an adorable snuggle scene between the two of us at this point and I'm coming to realize that this is cathartic for me... Because of the way I am and how I was hurt, coupled with the fact my estrogen-soaked brain is reforming right now, I can't really be in a relationship with well, anypony! And so, I must make this journey, by myself... But does that mean I have to be alone? That's the question I'm trying to answer now...

I believe healthy use of this outlet might be beneficial? I mean, in the show, Trixie kept falling, but she always got back to her hooves, eventually, kinda like me. I'm reminded of the song lyrics, "What makes a hero be so great, is to never ever give up!" Well, if you just keep trying, eventually you'll succeed, right? That's just the Law of Averages! Still, I'm starting to believe that a lover would really just be a liability right now, anyway. Honestly, they're a lot of trouble and not usually worth the effort in my experience. And so that also begs the question, what role is Trixie meant to play in my life?

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