• Member Since 17th Mar, 2019
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Bernard


Old medically retired first responder and farmer with an urge to grow in a new direction.

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  • 112 weeks
    Goodbye

    I am sorry for leading everyone on but my choices have been made for me. I am entering Hospice and will be unable to finish my stories. Anyone who wishes to pick one up and run with it is more than welcome.

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  • 128 weeks
    Victory!!!!

    I'm slow these days. I cycle between stupid mode (taking enough IQ lowering pills to be numb) and vicious mode (the opposite of numb). The in between time when I can do useful things is precious and must be rationed. But the doctors say that they're not giving up until they figure it out.

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    0 comments · 218 views
  • 147 weeks
    I'm thinking about throwing a drunk

    Just so everyone understands beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am not perfect, I want tell you what happened to the planned release of my new story.

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    0 comments · 172 views
  • 149 weeks
    Coming Soon

    I'm slowly but surely crawling back out into the sun. There's a new story building and once it's launched, I will pick up the old ones for continuation. That's going to mean some rewrites and false starts but such is life. Who knows how far I'll get this time.

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  • 226 weeks
    Progress

    I'm learning things about myself and about this site. I've learned that the harder I work, the less creative I am. I've found out that I have fans but I'm not real sure why. And there's a few friends out there.

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Jul
19th
2021

I'm thinking about throwing a drunk · 2:07am Jul 19th, 2021

Just so everyone understands beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am not perfect, I want tell you what happened to the planned release of my new story.

A few months ago I built a new computer. I love it. It burns through video encoding and cgi like it's not even work. I got fully moved in and happy but it was not finished. I wanted a RAID but I couldn't afford that many high class disks at once. I got the disks and set aside time to put them in and build the RAID (12 TB raid 10). I have a backup server and full backups (been bit before). The fucking piece of shit fucking backup program had updated and offered me a newer "better" kind of compression. I chose it and was happy.

I was so happy that I had that backup after I failed to notice a small detail and wiped out my Home files. There was a year of work just on the story in there. The fucking piece of shit fucking new compression app didn't save the directory structure. I have 1.6 TB of intermixed individual file with a lot of names in common (12 pages of "Intro"). The good news is that I have older backups that will save years of collected reference works but the bad news is that it will take a month to separate out the story parts and reassemble them to be only 2 months behind.

The cocksucking retard help desk at the software company that I used to get my backup program from says that is normal behavior for the program and what's my problem? All the files are still there.

I have a doctor appointment next week. I wonder if a hangover would be gone before then?

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