It's a Green Christmas for me · 7:48pm Dec 2nd, 2012
I don't like the holidays. Feel free to call me Scrooge; I felt sorry for him. He had no family and his love left him for reasons I don't comprehend to this day.
For me, Christmas feels like this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4btDrJiiTJI
It's upbeat and happy, like I naturally am. But there's an underscore of sorrow that I have. The thing is, last Thanksgiving was the best I've ever had. It was also the first I've ever had without my family, more specifically my mother. Does that give you any indication of what I'm feeling?
My birthday is on the twelfth, and I can't do anything special. Christmas, I will be alone. Even the other people in the shelter I'm at have a family they can go see. I will be envious of them, and I will probably cry. It will be the best birthday and Christmas yet for me.
I don't know why I'm typing this up. Maybe to validate why I don't update as often as I'd like? I don't know. I miss my twin brother. Do you know what it's like, knowing someone your whole life and then suddenly never being to talk to them, without so much as a goodbye? It's disorienting.
Anyway, sorry to have bothered you with my woes. Thanks for the time, and the "I'm sorry this is happening to you" comments some will no doubt leave.
I don't want to say what everybody else will, so I'll just do this...
*Huggles*
There. I hope virtual hugs make you feel better.
Dude, even if you have no family up there, you still have us. We are your family. We love you and we support you. That's why I call you my brother. It isn't just because you and I share something in our username. Our bonds are deeper than that in my opinion. So, I'll be praying for you this Christmas. Stay safe brother.
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I know there are so many people online who care. I know you and others see what I write as more than a pretty story, you can see my soul that I put into it.
Heh, heh, thanks.
Also, I'm ready to go about posting Pinkie Dinky Pie. How do we go about doing that?
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I know that, and I thank you for reassuring me. I know you care, and I'm so happy because of that. I just wish I had a friend I could hug with my arms, here with me. I want my twin back. But I'm glad to have you to be my new brother. I'll be safe, don't worry.
By the way, I haven't told you, but I love the new avatar you have. I can see that totally happening.
566272 Easy. I've came to the realization that those who read my EQD fanfic don't even look at my other stories, and vice versa. With that being said, with ample warning in the description, your regular readership probably won't touch that story. With that being said, those that do are probably going to enjoy it.
So I'd say just publish it like you would for any other story with a teen rating (fetishy material).
And I said 'with that being said' twice in the same paragraph. My brain isn't working this early on a morning.