I Am (No) God: The Thoughts & Opinions of a Protege · 6:09am Apr 25th, 2021
Aug. 6; Month of Summer; 1000th Year of Sun
Day 2:
After several attempts at trying to convince my master... I have failed... though in my foolishness, I begin to see that my master has a point. He is not at full strength and any attempt to force him to move just an inch beyond the boundaries of this realm is equivalent to simply... To say the least, it would not be wise for him to leave.
So I've decided to stay beside him no matter what, the others have been informed of the situation and are focusing on bolstering our already weakened forces... though that won't take long to bring order to what mess that lookalike and his rag-tag gang of so called "heroes" have done.
I will record my findings within this journal that my master has given me as a gift...
... ... ...
I do not want to write this down, but... I am giddy with joy for my master to give me such an object - even though it is simply wood refined several times to its current state - to such a worthless servant that is I...
Nevertheless, I am honored and will glad write down, as he stated, "Find something to put down your thoughts, I know how you are when it comes to your emotions, you really need to fix that issue with bottling them up." though I still disagree - emotions are weakness not needed for one such as I.
Aug. 8; Month of Summer; 1000th Year of Sun
Day 4:
THAT PINK LITTLE WASTE OF AIR! I WILL RIP HER SPINE OUT AND-
Excuse my earlier language, but today has been most... frustrating.
That pink mare known as "Pinkie Pie" - silly name indeed... who's ever heard of pies that are pink, absurd... they should be tannish yellow or orange - has done a terrible thing to my master. She deserves thousand ways to die by a thousand times more... but...
...she managed to get a jovial laugh from my master...
...for now she will live, if she can have my master smile like that once more... his smiles are enough to satisfy my own needs a billion-fold.
Aug. 12; Month of Summer; 1000th Year of Sun
Day 8:
My master has returned from this country's capital, I believe it is dubbed, Kant-Teylote - my attempts to understand this realm's native tongue and literary writing is as annoying as trying to attempt to create five-dimensional box with a spool of creation wool and damnation glue... not an easy prospect, but I'd rather to that than learn this language of horse noises.
Also from his trip he's learned that the original capital of this land of equine midgets, is not on that mountainside, but located just within the forest alongside the town my master resides in.
Apparently some long distant incident happened, but he said he'll go to see and check the ruins of this realm's history... he also mentioned something about this land's sole ruler...
Apparently she's demi-god of the sun - so a user of light aura then mixed with fire as a second guess - while I wasn't present with him for this trip, from his descriptor... she's not even close to matching with my master even at his weakened state... if it weren't for the fact that by attacking her due to my master's current state of being... well...
That so called mountain city would be stained with the blood of a deity right now.
Besides that, while my master was away, I discovered an interesting foal - that is the name for children in this world - one with wings and quite boisterous like a certain rainbow-maned pegasus. She was found snooping my master's territory... she though was only there to fish for some, well fish.
Apparently pegasi are omnivorous, specifically they can eat fish when it is necessary to, she wanted to try fish as some sort of weird rite of passage for her kind - though I later learned many pegasi stopped doing this for many reasons I rather not detail - she caught two salmons of good size for herself... and one for me.
She knew who was the true guardian of this lake and she paid perfect tribute for her trespassing... I did not let her past because I was hungry and she pitied my sad - which was not sad simply diligent - state... She may or not given be a lovely rub around my...
Ahem... ignore everything that was above, the intruder was dealt without necessary force, a simple push and shooing was all was needed... nothing more... I was not bribed in anyway... yes that answer is best.
Aug. 18; Month of Sum-
Day...:
...he... I...
by the deities i...
so much blood, i though he... please... please no...
don't leave... don't leave me... no more please... please I don't want anymore to leave me...
not another - not again.
Sep. 2; Month of Autumn; 1000th Year of Sun
Day 29:
I haven't written here for a long time, but I thought it best to after... the last time I've written here.
To put it short and long term, short - a new arrival came sent by that sun princess Celestia, in order to stop the return of her nightmare-corrupted sister, though I believe this corruption has nothing to do with Nightmare... odd to say considering her sister's alter-ego.
Anyway, after said events, the princess student, the pink jokster, and the rainbow-mane troublemaker decided to invade my master's territory... let's say they paid in blood - I made my move against the rainbow-maned troublemaker for her crimes against my master.
Other than that... things have been calm... too calm... I can sense a shift in this world... the scent of blood is strong coming just north-west of my current location... Something is happening and whatever change may occur will no doubt effect my master.
Sep. 29; Month of Autumn; 1000th Year of Sun
Day 56:
Ah... this sensation has been a long awaited sensation - blood and flesh - when I was summoned by my master, let's say what awaited was not a disappointment. Their screams of terror and horrible were a well awaited moment indeed, their souls while now a lingering feeling were quite an interesting taste... ponies oddly enough remind me of that candy from that one world... skittles if I am correct... truly that is the best descriptor I could give.
Other than that, we kept this incident as clandestine as possible... though I believe things may now escalate... if necessary...
I think we must make the first move in retaliation... with or without our master's orders - his life foremost before others... that is my personal creed.
May. 4; Month of Spring; 1th Year of Sun & Moon
Day XX:
...this... this will not be forgotten.
I had a single close encounter with my master, but seeing them... together...
I discussed our plans with the others, we're advancing the time-table, what was to be occur when our master was at full strength has changed.
We will wipe away our master's enemies, their blood with spill and water the land crimson, I will watch and devour them all in his name... he is everything to our divine objective.
Too much has been sacrificed and too much has been lost for him to be brought low.
"Fear is weakness; fear is strength; accept the fear, but do not let it overtake you."
Fear may guide me... but my rage and wrath will fuel my actions; all will be made equal, all will be made low, all will be made subservient.
...This realm, this entire existence does not deserve you and your true form and power...
Just as I promised... the only one to end it all, will be me...
Your life is mine, just as I gave mine to you... rest well and in peace - Deity of the Void.
Written by the 'Beast of the Void', 'Right Hand of the Maker'
L. Ursus
