So, I decided to inform you about important things · 1:44pm Oct 16th, 2020
First, from now on, chapters of the stories will appear, if I write them at all. And I will write, if I feel like it at all, because... I do not want to force myself. Forcing myself was devastating for me, it was very bad for me and it was only when I took this break that I understood it. Apparently, I needed to think about it all. I don't want to force myself either, because... I don't want to hate writing and I want future chapters to be just good. To be honest, I forced myself to write The Demon's Child, and... You know, you probably like these chapters, but I think they could have been better. I wasn't myself when I was writing them, I was forcing myself to do it and I regret it terribly.
Another thing... The last days are not the best. My days at school and the practice are very hard, I come back practically every day tired and have no strength for anything, sleep problems, and one of my best friends parted with me because he said that our relationship has recently become shitty. Well, he was right. Lately, we had less contact with each other and everything has been going downhill. It happened so suddenly, but... Maybe that's better. Maybe if I talked to him, then... Either it would hurt less, or we would argue and then it would hurt like hell. And I wouldn't like that very much. A sudden parting is better than a slow one in anger and hatred, which can hurt for years.
Anyway, cya later, my dears.
Its okay Wingy! You ought to save your energy as smart as its possible!