I'm taking a break · 10:54am Sep 20th, 2020
Yes, guys, I'm leaving fimfiction, but... Not forever. You see, there is too much going on lately, I have no influence on many things and I decided to stop dealing with my stories completely for a while. It's just that I don't want to burden myself with all this, I'm tired, I can't write anymore. In general, it looks like... I hated myself very much. I hated myself for not being able to write, or not being able to make remasters. I thought about it all the time, I was nervous because... I thought you might hate me for it. You probably remember the affair of the Demon's Child. I didn't write anything at the time, I guess... Over six months. None of you left me then and... I really thank you for that. But I was and still am aware that... Your patience is limited. Many times I have even forced myself to write and remaster so that you can receive further chapters. I just didn't want you to hate me. However... Unfortunately, I also started to hate writing. Because I did not do it out of pleasure, but out of compulsion. My own compulsion. Every day I was nervous, exhausted, scared, and... There were days when I really couldn't deal with myself anymore. I decided to take a break from all this... This will be good for all of us. I don't want to force myself to write anymore, because I really love it. This is the only hobby I have that goes so well and... I just don't want to hate it permanently.
I hope you understand. If you have reached the end of this post, thank you. And I'm sorry. But I just can't anymore.
Don't be sorry, we get how you're feeling. When writing feels like a chore rather than a pleasure, it's time to take a break. So go right ahead. Relax, don't overthink and just.. do what comes naturally
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Thanks man <3
Take your time