Hey Y’all! · 3:25am Sep 10th, 2020

Hi guys!

It’s been a while since I’ve seen you guys. So much has changed. It’s wow. Sorry about my sabbatical. I’m kind of fandom hopping right now, but mostly I’ve been working on my personal growth and some good things have come of it. I got to the point where I don’t care what other people think, and I have a little more freedom now in my house because I let go of some of those self restraints. I’m even doing things I never do. I trained myself to like coffee and a wine, two things I previously hated. And I’m leaving the house once a week to go see my best friend. I’m on top of more things at home now than I was before. I’m showering like at least 3 times a week, usually more (when 3 years ago it was once a week, maybe.), and even started doing skin care.

It’s hard to type this out now since I’m doing it from my phone. My laptop had to go get some TLC after her battery started to die out, and her keyboard is getting replaced. If feels so weird not to have Ange (yes, I really did name my laptop. I’ve had it three years and use it daily for writing and personal growth. It’s a bonding thing. Don’t judge me.) around. It feels so weird to not be able to multitask like I normally can. I dunno. Stuff is weird right now, guys.

I’m still trying to get out of my house, but this pandemic has just made it that much harder. And without Ange I feel limited in what I can accomplish. Mostly I just want to get enough money to get a winter wardrobe for myself. I made this goal that I’d have a whole new wardrobe when I finally went to Pensacola. The winter part is super important because Pensacola is way colder and rainier than Arizona will ever be and I’m definitely ill equipped for that at the present, since Phoenix gets down to 39 max but Pensacola hits lower and rains. I didn’t get a stimulus or anything though since my parents claimed me as a dependent, which sucks because I could have definitely used the money to go toward my goals, not just of winter clothes, but of Pensacola itself. But $300.00 for clothes seems ludicrous when I don’t even have half of that left when I pay my bills with my disability check. I’d stash money aside, but something unexpected always seems to come out of there off schedule. Like I have a budget and junk with my expenses and dates of when it’s supposed to happen but something always ends up coming out later than I expect and it almost always makes me overdraft when I spend anything. Plus my bank won’t let me open a savings account since when I was young and dumb at my first job at 21, I always took money out of there and they didn’t like it so they shut it down.

My mom is still struggling with the teaching online thing. She didn’t get home until it was past dinner just so she could finish writing a test so she wouldn’t have to do it at home this weekend. I try and be her tech guru as much as I can but I don’t know anything about the stuff her school uses. Only the computer itself. I wish I could help her more.

My older Dog is having more trouble getting around. He’s getting by, and is on medication for pain now, but it’s hard to watch. He’s a trooper though. And my other dog is still a yippy cuddle bug who hates everyone that’s not me XD

I guess that’s pretty much it for this update. I’m doing better personally but those around me are still struggling. I just wanted to let you guys know I haven’t disappeared totally. So I’ll see you when next I see you. And if y’all need commissions, lemme know. I do all sorts of fandoms, and I’ll tell you if I write for that one or not.

Shoot me a message on here or on AO3 if you want something. Here’s my paypal so If I do the request you can just click the link to send the payment. Or if you just like me and wanna send stuff for whatever, that’s cool too. I just don’t know how well I could handle sending all my info over again in my inbox from just my phone. God I hate life without my laptop.

Link: https://www.paypal.me/cloemathers

12 more days until I get my laptop back. Godspeed, Ange. Godspeed.

Thanks for listening all.

Love you guys,
Cloe

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