To DivineRoyalty - An Apology.

Divine.

I'm sorry. I take back the last message I sent to you. I was shocked and scared at the truth I was being shown and acted in anger. That was wrong of me and I am sorry.

I forgive you for the small things you need forgiveness for, but I accept that I was the bad person here. I did a lot of people wrong, I made mistakes, I lied, I cheated. I did what I thought I wasn't doing and I didn't do what I thought I was doing. I accept that I was a nasty, terrible person and not the person you thought you loved. I fully deserve the title of predator you've given me.

I have been scared of what people would think of me. I am scared of what my parents will think when I have to tell them I am bisexual. I was scared of what old friends would think when they knew I had started a relationship just weeks after meeting you, Divine. I was scared of the age gap. I was scared that people openly told me they loved you too and that loving you was hurting them. I am scared that I am a bad guy. I am scared of needing help. I am scared of being disliked.

I'm going to expose myself at the bottom of this message, sharing your side and my confession, in the hope that one day I am better than I was to you. I am sorry for everything I did to hurt you and the people you loved.
I really did love you and I am sorry that I let fear get in the way of that.

To everyone who has been hurt or disgusted by how I have behaved, I am sorry.
Thank you all for showing me who I really am.
Divine, that's why Celestia deserves you, and you deserve Celestia.

Please, have a nice life. Love. Laugh. Be fearless.
Your friend,

Matt. x

Link to Divine's Explanation and Evidence of Scaramouche's behaviour

The confession.