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  • 21 weeks
    Out of estrogen!

    Yeah, the truth is, my mind isn't quite right, right now, because I had to stop taking my usual high doses of estrogen that help me... As such, I have an awful creative block. In the meantime, I've been doing a lot of yoga, meditation, and a little bit of getting high too, if I'm being honest. But fear not, for help is on the way! I've solved my insurance dilemma and early next year, I should be

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  • 48 weeks
    I think I know the real reason?

    I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a

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  • 49 weeks
    Something happened earlier...

    Hello dear blog! Sure has been awhile! Well, a 19-year-old brony has been reading my stories for YouTube lately and my channel here has gained some popularity because of that. But that's not the biggest part of it... Well, he told me earlier that my Filly Eyes story got him to think that maybe not everyone is awful... The story written by me, a hardcore misanthrope, somehow gave off that

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  • 64 weeks
    Cyber-Scootaloo and Cyber-Twilight

    So out of nowhere, I started writing a Fallout Equestria story yesterday! It's from the first-person perspective of a cyborg... Her name is Scootaloo and she was mortally injured in an accident and cryogenically frozen... Later, she was thawed and rebuilt as a cyborg to save her life! She is built for battle. Her titanium alloy carapace was made to sustain punishment and her metal legs are also

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  • 68 weeks
    The Changeling Metaphor

    A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage

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Jul
23rd
2020

Back in romance? · 5:59pm Jul 23rd, 2020

Okay so I'm thinking more than likely, this new story is a manifestation of my anxieties about my special somepony. See, he lives in Missouri just a state away and we began video chatting. He has a Pinkie Pie toy to be me while I'm away and he actually had a custom handmade toy of his pony (Derpy Hooves) delivered to me at my house in Oklahoma! I mean, before that point, he just lived in my computer. It never got real until this toy came and then I had some serious thinking to do...

The truth is, I've been hurt by love and let down a few times and I was honestly starting to wonder if it was really worth it? And well, he's had a thing for me for years and even made electronic music just for me... He really touches me and now I can't get him out of my head! And the whole time, I'm thinking love is the devil and this is clearly the bus to hell! And then a few weeks ago, this Derpy toy comes in the mail and I just need to process this I guess? And well, that's kinda what this story is all about!

PS: Although I should probably mention that Seth himself on EQD said I should write a batpony fanfic. The truth is, it probably wouldn't have had a batpony had it not been for that, however a batpony actually works out very well for the purposes of this story.

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