How does MLP keep me awake at night? (Simple)

When my OTPs crash, it's hard enough, but then when it happens like it did on Teen Titans (Terra faking amnesia, and just kicking BB to the curb like that, not even wanting to see him or be friends anymore for a selfish desire)

That pissed me and millions of others right off, there are still many who share me anger. (It doesn't matter to me if they can move on from it or not)

(Look at the comments)

The vid is just a playful way I go about it (A whole world being ruined)

And I don't care what people (or Spammers) think or say "blah-blah-blah... BB moved on"

I'm still angry, and I refuse to accept, get over, or move on!

I felt so upset for BB, (whether he moved on or not) that I'm too pissed to sleep. After all, you can't really sleep when you're angry, and combined with so many ideas for Accusation fics with alternate plots.

Even "Charlotte's Web" told us

"When your mind is full, it's always hard to sleep."

All those failed OTPs I shipped, some of them heart breaking in the most unfair ways. I just never get a break when it comes to cartoons or looking for things I like.

"Blah-blah-blah... your tastes are garbage and shouldn't be made."

Not how it goes, and Taste is Taste REGARDLESS of opinions of spammers.

So I get madder and madder with each failing OTP and each failed bad cartoon series ending.

Then MLP came along, and it was bad enough bullies and trolls around the net were starting to throw it in people's faces (One of my haters keep throwing it in my face big time, wrongfully thinking I hated Tara Strong and wished harm on her... I did nothing of the sort)

Still, it got worse, people were starting to flame other on Youtube.

"You should watch the new MLP and learn about friendship."

"You should all follow the ways of friendship. Then you'll be better people"

"You have no friends, you suck and MLP rules."

...Tut-tut-tut.

And it got even more worse, MLP was showing EVERYWHERE I WENT, both ON and OFFLINE.

-MLP Fanart
-MLP avatars
-MLP toy comercials
-MLP episode ads
-MLP merchandise everywhere I go.

I saw kids wearing MLP backpacks, shirts,
I saw them carrying MLP plushies
I shop for Yugioh Cards, I see an MLP trading card game next to it.

I browse in the dental area for a toothbrush, what do I see next to it... an MLP make up kit. (Give me a break!)

I didn't even watch MLP until 2012, and I didn't have to, I could tell just by the way people were behaving and the looks of all the fanart, it was a show that promoted friendship ad made happy endings come so easy, which was bad enough consider how the REAL WORLD works in contrast to it, but just the thought of MLP and what it stood for forced every single one of my failed OTPs or bad endings all into one thunderous shot to the head!

And that keep me WAY up at night-- to angry, and too full of ideas and story plots to turn it all off and fall asleep.

When your mind is full, it's always hard to sleep

Even sleep pills didn't help. I took two pills and I was wide awake as ever.

And that's how it happens, it comes and it goes.

Some nights I can fall straight asleep, some nights I just can't, and sometimes I wake up in the early hours while its still dark-- the anger just kicks in-- and then I get the ideas, and it's hard to get back to sleep.

The fanfiction and the vids help a little bit, it gets it off my chest, blows off some steam.

And don't you be giving me the old "We have every right to bash you or tear you a new one" because it's that same bullshit that started a lot of this to begin with.

Riffers and mockers wouldn't stop mocking my stuff, and other people's stuff, and being miserable to the characters we loved and supported even BEFORE we started making fics... so...

"Okay, you asked for it!"

Hence another reason why I make MLP fics the way I do. not just to blow steam, but to GET BACK and hurt the beloved characters they cherish the same way they hurt mine.

"You wanna fight...? YOU GOT IT!!!"

And no, don't tell me to "Not post them, or be subject to verbal bashing"

Again, that bashing and riffing of people's works is exactly the root of all this warring in the first place.

2: As I have said before and I will say it again,

-I don't make things without the intent of posting them (Hence why I gave up on hand-drawing)

-It doesn't blow off the steam as effectively, I tried it, but I got really angry over it, and lost more sleep due to the pointlessness of making something like that and no one seeing it.

Doc: "Well, you could get him to stop writing, or stop posting his stuff. But of course that means he wouldn't be venting his anger in a harmless way. Which means you'd be stuck with a REALLY big guy with a REALLY bad temper!"

That's just how it goes... so get off my back, and mind your own beeswax!

You don't bother me, I don't bother you, understand?!

You flame me, I flame you back. Simple!