I am so sorry · 10:03am Oct 6th, 2019
Hello there, um, ok. I haven't exactly posted or updated my stories in a while.
I swear that I've been trying my best to write, to continue every story I've created. However, recently, actually it's more like every single time. I've been sitting down in front of my screen, and the things that I write aren't exactly what I had imagined. My descriptions, the dialogs, the scenes, it's all weaker than what I had envisioned.
I want to keep writing stories that people will like. Almost every single story that I published so far has a chapter in the works. Some have up to 5,000 words, others can't past the 400 mark. What came out more easily before has become so hard I can't give the same quality as before (which wasn't much mind you, I am a terrible writer, I wrote a book with over 3,000 pages And all I got was 15 views).
However, when I came to this website, I got so many people willing to read what I had made. I was so happy, every single time I published a chapter I would check the response. Look at the comments, try to answer all of them, shape my story based on the feedback. I could just sit down and write away almost without thinking. Now, I keep getting ideas for stories that I start to write but get stuck. And the onesthat have already been published, I'm afraid of messing up. Of ruining what you guys seemed to enjoy.
I came here to try and tell a story people could enjoy. And Since I couldn't create a world on my own that could catch people's attention, I thought, maybe I can use a world that already exists to tell a story I want. And that is what I did. And I was so happy to see others interact with it. However, it seemed that only one or two of my stories actually hit their marks. I'm happy that at least some of them got you happy, but I'm afraid that I might not live up to your expectations now.
Ok. This is getting long, and a bit sad. Sorry about that, I just felt the need to let you guys know why I...why I haven't updated my stories. I am so sorry about that. I wanted to send more, but I just haven't been able to deliver my best, which is what you guys deserve.
And I am sorry that you have to wait this pathetic excuse of an author get things done. I am sorry that I created narratives that got your hopes up and now I'm messing up. I am sorry that I keep making excuses in this thing. But I needed to let you guys know where things are standing right now.
Again, I am so sorry for the wait.
No apologies needed dude.
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Thank you. It means a lot.
Dude im just a reader, but even I know that writer's block happens to ALL writers. I enjoy what I've read, and i am more than willing to wait for more chapters. Thats the beauty of this site there's always something else to read in the meantime. At this moment i have 712 chapters on different stories to read. So take your time. I look forward to next chapter.
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Thank you. I appreciate the support.