TL: DR Update · 11:24pm Aug 13th, 2019
I was gonna make a long, rambling post about STUFF but you know what, you don't know need to know that, so here's the highlights:
- Sleeping on a choppy bed most of the summer
- Resenting that I'm still writing fanfiction instead of focusing on my own novels
- Wrote two commissions recently that did not meet their requirements which just made me resent the idea more
- About to head back to college and resenting that I didn't write more for coms during the summer
- Really want to 'retire' for good this time by the end of the year and never, ever, let the words "Twilight Sparkle," "Pinkie Pie," or "Fluttershy" ever appear in one of my word documents ever, ever again, but I don't know if I could write everything that's in my queue by that time. Considering options.
Sounds Like your In some Heavy Frustration. I Hope things get better for you. God bless your Heart.
Perhaps you just need a break from writing this stuff, from my experience trying to force these things only makes it worse.
What I would recommend is this: make a post stating you will not be taking commissions for a while. Take a break from writing until you find your muse again, and, like the previous guy said, don't try to force it.
No point in burning yourself out.
Just advice, take it as you will.