Aug
3rd
2019
Almost went to Bronycon... · 1:58am Aug 3rd, 2019
...But didn't.
I mean, I'm not really into ponies anymore, but it's nostalgic and I love the art vendors.
Friend didn't want to go, and also I literally only have $5, and also I spend a good chunk of my days curled up in bed and eyeing the strong painkillers on my dresser that I am running out of.
Instead of Bronycon I am watching after children, three dogs, a cat, two turtles, and four fish, while working (or trying to, I haven't been well enough) and trying to find methods of managing pain that don't involve throwing myself out a window. 
I have this problem where I'm lonely but I don't like talking to people or having friends, so I just kinda ramble in blogs and whatnot even though I know I have stalkers. Oh well. How is everyone?
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Sleepy Panda · 258 views
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Over 100 people in the USA die everyday from opioid abuse. Beware the painkiller
I wanted to go but could not. Not too bad, how about you?
I wish you could’ve been at this last Bronycon so you could get that one final hurrah and lift your spirits.
I, too, am lonely and without many friends. But instead of rambling in blogs I watch YouTube videos. It’s an adequate substitute for social interaction to lend an attentive ear to someone expressing themselves on the internet.
Story of my life when it comes to my social life, honestly just avoid the painkillers that’s not a good way to go at all. Or better yet, a good thing to do would be walking out and about for a little bit each day. It’s easier said than done at first but it gets easier with time to be around other people.
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Yep, hence why I try to avoid it.
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My body apparently wants to quit on me but I'm doing my best.
I've definitely had better days, but I'm doing pretty decently!
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Yeah, it's a bit of a shame. Oh well.
I'm not much for watching videos or movies or anything like that but I guess sometimes it's nice.
Sorry you haven't been feeling well lately. I hope that you will feel better soon, my friend. Many hugs to you.
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Tell your body it's not allowed it quit just yet :)
Hope things get better