Disappointment · 7:33pm Jun 2nd, 2019
I've been on and off here for a while, leaving reviews here and there. Pretty standard stuff. But I feel a bit unsatisfied. Not because of anything that you guys have been doing, in fact, that's the only thing keeping any of these projects alive.
I'm disappointed in myself.
I've made promises, and I know that this is just a silly website dedicated to stories of ponies, but I haven't kept up with any of them.
For example:
1. Canceled my self-insert because I didn't like it.
2. Made absolutely no progress on
- Mayor Mare's Day Off (barely started the second chapter and it has just been sitting there, completely ignored)
- My sequel to "The Fuck Is Up With Spike?" which I am most certainly calling "Smolder Doesn't Give A Fuck" (I have the synopsis down, but I can't cohesively write it for whatever reason)
- That Yonabar fic I promised in the last blog (all ideas, but little substance)
3. I promised someone that I'd help them out with their story. Stuff like improving their grammar and flow, but fuck me, I haven't yet. If you are reading this, and you know who you are, I apologize. Never trust someone like me.
What's my excuse? My job.
And no, that's not valid. I hide behind that.
The real reason: I'm impatient. If I'm not enthralled by what I do, then it's not important. That's why I prefer to read and review other's work. That's awesome. I love to see ideas floating around. And damn, I see some great ones.
To make a long story short, whenever I write, it's not often and I have little progress. So to anyone reading, reviewing, and watching, thank you, but it might be a while.
Also, why did no one on here tell me about Star vs. The Forces Of Evil when it came out? I missed out on four years of that!