Need a Friend More than Ever! · 11:05pm Nov 7th, 2012
Ok. So I don't usually post my feelings but right now life is dealing me a bad hand so I need some support. I know I can count on a. Community that lives by the rules of Love and Tolerance to help me. So if you have the time hear me out. Right now not a whole lot is going right for me. I am going through a painful break up with a girl that I truly loved and one day hoped to marry. School's getting tough but I think I can make it through the semester without destroying my chance at my dream of becoming a Veterinarian although I doubt any school will accept me. I just hurt. I want the pain and disappointment to end. And if I can't be a vet what can I do? If i screw up this semester I will also get kicked out of my home. I just want to know everything will be ok. I hope to God I didn't fail my last exam or else I won't pass physics but the hurt was raw and still is so I don't know if it clouded my judgement. Any advice maybe alternative careers I can do if being a vet doesn't work out. Do Environmental or animal rights lawyers exist? Any advice or words of kindness or support will be greatly appreciated. Oh and I will try to get some chapters out soon.
Warm Regards;
G.
Wow... I.. Ireallt don't know what to say. I'm sorry about all that has happened and I know your pain, I truely do.
If it helps at all, just write out your feelings, write a story based off of what is going on, make a completely original story that goes through what you have gone through, it will help release tension and relieve stress. Trust me. 
...Just today I broke up with a girl I loved so very much, and I had planned to marry her as well. She was using me the entire time, and now we are apart. My tears still fall, and now I must endure more as I am leaving all my friends to move with my parents to the country, where I will be alone for true. My grades suffer, as my heart does, and still I must wear a mask before my friends, show them I am still strong so that they can continue their lives with at least a true smile. My friend Gmoney, if I can withstand this pain, I know you can. You are stronger than I. The pain we feel is also ever so temporary. Follow Hadez's idea, and maybe some words of wisdom could help.
“Sometimes the hardest part isn't letting go but rather learning to start over.”
― Nicole Sobon
I am able to start strong, for I have friends and family, I have my fans, I have everyone around me to show support that I needed badly. Just the same, I give mine to you, in hopes that you can be happy. My skype is up for you if you should desire it my friend... I'll have your back every step of the way, trust me.
I am truly sorry for what you're going through. But being a freshman in high school I can only relate a little. So, since I lack advice, I'm just going to say; stay strong and get better. Just work to become as happy as you want to be and don't feel obligated to prove yourself to others.