My head is a mess... But hi

Okay so in the last blog post I said I was probably going to be leaving FimFic and didn’t know whether or not I would be coming back... Well, it looks like I’m back... For a little while at least.

I just wanted to update everyone on my life, if anyone’s interested, and explain a few things.

A lot has happened in these past few months. And I’m not gonna lie it’s been extremely hard. But one thing that I realised is that being on FimFic was something that I enjoyed and came to miss, and I shouldn’t let stupid things that happen in life stop me from doing what I enjoy. I may not be able to keep on top of everything; my groups, my stories, my FimFiction projects... I’m sorry for those of you who follow those because I just don’t think that I’m capable of keeping everything going and it’s annoying as hell for me too because I hate leaving things unfinished but it was just causing me too much stress and yaknow stuff like this is supposed to be fun.... I started all of this for fun but it just wasn’t in the end so I’m sorry to disappoint anyone.... I may finish my stories one day though I can’t see it happening anytime soon so I apologise massively.

As for how my life’s going, wellll it’s stressful but there’s still good in it. I’ve just started college so I’ve met a whole load of new people, which is good because it means new friends... And possibly someone who is more-than-friends. I’m also doing well in my subjects, though keeping up on homework has been tricky.

See, I started living with my Grandad. Not for the whole week, just for the weekend due to college, though I still try to help him as much as possible. It is incredibly difficult though, because he has dementia and sometimes doesn’t even know who I am which is rather scary for me.

I’m also kinda ill... I had a blood test today and should get the results back in a few days time, and I’m hoping it won’t be anything serious but there’s always a chance that it could be, and I feel as though the realisation that I could be seriously ill has only just hit me and I’m actually shaking... But let’s hope that it doesn’t come to that and hopefully it’s just something small that will blow over and all be fine, but I guess I just have to wait and see.

Thanks to all who read
~ Corn