I’ve tried everyday, but I failed · 6:58pm Sep 11th, 2018
Hi, it’s me. Sorry to keep you waiting for so long without any updates. I’ve been... well, not very good, to be honest.
For the past few years since starting my first story, I’ve been brainstorming and piecing together ideas for my currently running story, trying to figure out what works and where to move forward with it. On top of that, I’ve also had other story ideas that I’ve been wanting to try out for a long time. You know, little oneshots and such. However, it goes without showing that someone like me, who lacks the proper skills and motivation, just doesn’t get what he wants. I’ve hit a ton of snags and got so tangled up in personal crap, that the story was delayed heavily.
I’ve been trying to write something, anything, to get myself started, and the truth is: I can’t. I’ve tried so hard, but I end up choking. I haven’t wrote a single line for MtS in over a year; same goes for the other stories I mentioned. It’s like I can’t find it in me to continue jotting down paragraphs or notes or anything really.
I never fancied being descriptive in my explanations, so I’ll get to the point: I don’t feel like writing - not now or anytime soon. I’m despressed, I make so little money to barely get through two weeks, and I haven’t made any progress on my stories. I just don’t have it in me at this point.
I guess the only thing I can say is I’m sorry. I appreciate all of you for being patient and waiting eagerly for an update, but I failed you all spectacularly.
I'm sorry to hear that (I'm not following you so I didn't catch this until now), you're sequel is awesome. Still, I at least am fine with waiting longer for an update, and only hope that you can get everything handled well in your life
Hope you're okies 🤗
I hope things have improved for you over the past few years in RL. As for the story, even if you never continue it, thanks for writing what you did.