the shape of things to come

So this is a post ive been meaning to make for a while now, about well myself but also other things in general....where do i begin?

I guess you could say one reason im not as active in writing as i was when i started being a fimfic writer is the fact that ive changed in the time since, gotten older, wiser...maybe a little more jaded not as wipe eyed as i was back in the beggining. but i'm not so changed that im calling it quits or anything like that.

You could say ive come to terms that people and times change for better and for worse, and ive really taken a long look at myself in the mirror and i...i just wanted a better image than what i what i saw. Its qwhy not too lonbg ago i actually deleted some of my old stories. Looking back on them they felt too..self inservtie and borderline with some of the worst aspect and works of fanfic ever made (i leave you to fill in the blanks on which ones) so...am i quitting the fandom like so many before me and writing? no of course not..for now

but i will be writing less than usual not just because i dont have all the time in the world anymore but also because i dont wanna just blather and ramble on with whatever idea i just get in my head like its th best one ever.

which brings me to my next point this very series.

im aware that that this gen may be nearing its finale...and you know what im ok with that. ive come to terms with that and while the inevitable ending of fim will be a solem moment i dont wanna see it as a bitter end but a new begging, like the new dawn of brand new day or even a new year, change is good and ive learned to embrace it, not fight it or try and impeed it but embrace change for what it is..

so as a writer and a fan im gonna keep going till the wheels fall off when ever that may be and when it does...i'll be at with peace with it cause iv'e been expecting it for both myself and this franchise.