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I have returned once again with neeewwwsss *nervous laugh* ahahahahaha... hey? · 4:17pm Aug 2nd, 2018
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Holo there, to the like, sixteen people who are followers who've probably forgotten about my existence- primarily because I've not blogged or posted a story in a while... about that...
Admittedly, i did take a ~long~ while away from writing, at least on here. I have explanations i promise 
Basically, i was mostly prioritizing. I had some very important exams that i needed to study and revise for, and i didn't want excess distractions (not that i wasn't distracted anyways, my attention span isn't that great )
Second of all, i was working on myself. My depression was basically bleeding into my writing and it was getting so much worse; i didn't want that to show, as well as causing me to not want to to write things that I'd usually be on the go for, and instead made me want to sit and cry in my room, which i did because pressure isn't great for the human brain.
To some i know that it isn't a great excuse (or excuses) but i learned that with me i cant just work through everything, i need to focus on one thing at a time and at the time i saw it best to work on my exams and school. Even if i never really did write very much in the beginning 
i have started up writing again recently, as well as learning Japanese which is proving to be a lot more difficult then i remember it being On the topic of writing, my sequel to Moonlit love is on it's way (its been restarted again you guys i never like how it is i need prayers ) and should be out some time this month, as a promise to myself
That is all, i believe, probably, maybe, i don't know I'm still a jumble
~Shia be out~
I would hate to tell you not to write when you're depressed because I know that writing can be cathartic people. At the same time, I know catharsis writing tends to differ greatly from writing to entertain an audience.
Regardless, glad to know you're still active. If you ever need anything, you know where to find me.
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Psycological releif by expressing emotions
its nice to be back at it again.
I did write about it, sometimes it helps, but I didn't want it to bleed into what I write on here. So to stop myself from going insane I found a different site and published it there, since i feel better when it's all out of the way
Thank you! The same definatly extends to you too dizzy, stay happy
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Catharsis is derived from a word that refers also to a literary object found in traditional tragedies like Oedipus Rex where the tragic emotional state has been cleansed, especially through some sort of redemptive struggle.
I'd say that's a good choice.
Thanks, Shia. I try to.
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Google needs to explain this stuff a little more. Oh well, ya learn something new everyday
I'm sure you're doing okay in that regard. I mean, if the nightmares are still going, would you like to talk about them through PMing?
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Yus. Learning!
I would, but my nightmares have not persisted. Again, I don't remember dreams very often. I'd say it's once in a blue moon, but it's not even that often, on average.
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So long as they don't keep going right?
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Right. And they haven’t persisted, as far as my memory tells.
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That's a good thing though isn't it???
As if we could forget you existed ya weirdo
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Yes, although my cousins in Florida think that me talking about my nightmares would be very entertaining to a YouTube audience.
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Possibly, I mean I wouldn't know mine aren't usually that good to be used as entertainment
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I mean, you'd be surprised, I can actually be pretty easy to forget about it
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Honey, nobody’s ever gonna forget you, you’re so strange that people will forever have a memory of this weirdo and they’ll be sat there when they’re 93 thinking “hey I remember in 2018 there was this really strange thing that came into my life - I wish I could have a strange thing like that” but they CAN’T have a strange thing like that because you’re my strange thing and that’s the way that it is and if they come near you I will eat them and then they really won’t remember you because they will no longer exist MWAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA
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Ahahaha.... *packs* *runs*
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Noooooooooooooo don’t run from meeeeee I’ll be lonelyyyyyyyyyy
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What my family was getting at was that the content of my dreams wasn't the main thing: it was my presentation and delivery.
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suppose so
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We may see in time whether it was actually entertaining. I myself don't find anything I do very entertaining, so it's hard for me to judge.
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I get that, my mum usually says that the outsider can see the game better then the one in the game- of course this is coming from a human who loves card games
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I definitely get that, and I love playing cards, too!
Ever hear of the fog of war? When you're in the heat of the game and trying to anticipate playstyles and whatnot, you won't think your clearest. You don't have the pressure of actually playing the game to affect your processing of the game itself.
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I will admit, i am a freecall nerd, i play it constantly and everyone says its an obsession... and i most definitely agree with it!
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also, just for the laugh of it...
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memes
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I don't think I ever really understood how Freecell is played.
I don't follow Disney movies.
I'm sorry, but I don't quite get it. 
Memes
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It's simpler than it seems, it's just intimidating because there are these 8 columns of jumbled up cards and four slots that you're allowed to use and you've to figure out how on earth to get the decks in the right order, with the clock literally ticking... no pressure
It's moving them around that tends to get to you, because you've got to start by getting all of the aces out and then follow through, but the most difficult part is when the twos and threes are at the top of the columns and there are cards that you want to move to the free decks but the more cards you move to the spots; the more limitations you end up getting such as when you've got all four decks open you're able to move five cards at a time which is- may I add- super helpful, where as if you've only filled out all of the free spaces you're only allowed at move one card at a time...
It follows through some of the movies, showing that they're linked despite not seeming so. It makes much more sense seeing how related how eat of the movies actually relate
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That sounds very confusing.
Well, a lot of the movies, too, were originally fairy tales put down by a lot of the same authors. I remember Jack the Giant-killer was the same Jack as the Jack in "Jack and the Beanstalk," I think.
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To be honest, it's a lot better if it's shown to you, explaining it is pretty confusing, I confused myself rereading the bit id written
Oh yeah, and hansel and gretel witch hunters, with hansel and gretel being from the fairytale with the witch
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I bet it would make more sense with some visuals.
Right. People don't forget scary stuff like that easily.
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Most definitely.
Yeah, honestly I wish I could forget, that film freaked me out a little bit
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Give it time. Decay theory says it will go away if you don’t consider it much.
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theory nerd much?
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Why do you ask?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Decay_theory
A little bit.
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Nerds will take over the world
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World domination would be nice...
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Wanna know what's better than world domination? Hugs and blankets. They beat everything
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World domination first! Hugs and blankets later!
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Could we postpone the wold domination? One of the children from the nursary I'm currently working at gave me their cold so... hugs and blankets for now?
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That can be arranged!
...
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It's fine, give it another day and it'll all be a okay!
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So...you're feeling perhaps better now? I've had a run of bad luck this week myself, so it'd be nice to hear somebody's doing better.
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Yeah I'm a ton better! I did have to visit the doctor about my lungs though- well, I should've done anyways, but I ended up sleeping through the entire appointment so we had to put another one down for next week (quite unfortunatly) I'm sorry you've had a bit of a bad week! Is there anything I might possibly be able to do to help at all???
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Aw. Respiratory trouble's nasty because there's nothing to do to ignore it. I'm sorry to hear that.
I really wish I could say I was feeling better myself today, but I do not. I probably feel worse than when I sent the last message on this reply chain, to be honest. I find it hard to admit it to myself, but I'm very low on spirit right now.
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Eh, not great but it's not like I can just tell myself to get better and i do instantly. What's worse is that it's a recent problem- by recent I mean I've had it for like, probably three ish years, So rip in peperonni to that
Not been going up very much eh? Well, all I can say is it'll get better, eventually. It's okay to be low on spirit- because welcome to the human world, as much as one may dislike it
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Aww. Is it something environmental? Something with your immune system?
Yes, although it's not like I've spent most of my life in a world of wild roses.
I think I'm starting to get headaches from all of the frustration.
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Environmental mostly, it's too cold for me over here
I'm always in blankets and long sleeves, and the house is always heated to my minimum of 30 ish degrees during winter, which is great because home is the only place here I can go being me 
but yeah, I'm basically a bear, or a bug, I dunno 
I mean, not many people have though really, have they? Nothings really perfect if you think about it. And I gets, I mean, frustration wise, even if it's not because of the same thing. Do you not do anything hobby wise??? It might help?
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Or a bugbear?
I do have my hobbies. Audio reading is one, although at times it feels a bit like a chore. Singing and acting in general. I play video games a fair deal and have been a great deal this semester to pass time. I have others, but not many more I can engage in at the university due to limited resources.
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*insert dramatic deep breath in* ........ no
Oh yeah- I'm sorry for forgetting! My brains been in such a scramble lately.
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Oh. Not a bugbear. Possibly a bug or a bear.
That’s OK. I forget sometimes, myself.
when people meet me for the first time and I am asked about what I like to do, I’m sometimes lost as to what to say because I’m so wrapped up in other things.
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I dunno, just one
That's more than understandable
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Semantics!
Yes, but it’s awkwarddddd.
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Imagine having a frind who's smarter than you and uses words you're constantly having to Google. Oh wait
semantics: Google made it seem like something to do with arguments, and said more words that just confused me 
would you explain??? Please? ?? 
not quite at the smart level yet 
Please, the human race is awkward. Everything is awkward, you just have to boil it down a little
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Imagine yourself being that friend and you still have to look up the words, anyway.
"Semantics" is the study of meaning. If a couple of people are debating something, and they start arguing over the nature of a word one of the parties used, the other party might say, "Well, you're just diving into semantics." The truth is, the person may or may not have wrongly used a word in context, but their intent should have been clear enough. The debate has devolved from actual points to scrutinizing the use of a word. I made a similar declaration playfully but just said the word "semantics."
So, for example, you and I are having an argument about whether the sky is blue on a clear day. You say it isn't. I say it is. Somewhere in my explanation, I say, "The sky is balloon" by mistake. You say, "The sky is not balloon. How could it be blue if you don't have your words straight?" I say, "Semantics! You know what I meant."
I don't want to boil.
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AHHHHHHHHHHH
damn my brain did a flip 😂 thank you for your help!!!